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New Year

2012-01-03T23:33:00.005+08:00

I did not do much this year on New Year's Eve. I just felt like staying at home and spent it quietly. After a while it got me thinking. How did i spent my previous New Year Eve's. Well as far as i remember this is how i spent my previous New Year Eve's

2011 (18 Years old)
I spent 2011 New Year Eve with my friends, mostly classmates :) Johnson, Ah Yang, Kam Lung, Hau Hwa, Lu Wei, and Eddy. We had our dinner together at Bayleaf, it's a restaurant where they serve western cuisine. After our dinner we went to Teluk Cempedak to feel the sea breeze. We bought a cake from Hyatt to cut when the clock hits 12.00am . From Teluk Cempedak we skadoodled to Andrew's place to hit on. We played a few video games and then poof! Its New Year! We wished everyone around us happy new year and thats about it.

2010 (17 Years old)

Oddly i do not really remember what i did on 2010's New Year Eve. There isn't any pictures for me to reminisce unlike now. Perhaps, i think i spent it celebrating Pak Shian's birthday at Just Relax.

2009 (16 Years old)
On this New Year Eve i spent it at Kristyl's place. We had BBQ. There were chicken, lamb, sausages, chicken balls and lots more! There were really a lot of people there. The ones that i recall are Kristyl, Nazim, Adlene, Jordan, Shammie, Aruni, Felicia and a few more girls which that i do not know of. Overall i enjoyed that night a lot :)

2008 - 1993
I don't think i did much on this time frame. I was still young and innocent :) However i do remember spending it at home playing games when i was still addicted to games ahahahha.

2011-11-29T22:50:00.002+08:00

The school holidays has already started 2 weeks ago. I am currently working part time at Golden Screen Cinemas at East Coast Mall. School holiday is awfully long, 6 weeks. So i decided to take 2 week off from it to earn some money for my hanging out sessions next year. Working environment did not change much just that the people change. I am kinda happy that i got to meet back my old friends that worked with me early this year.

I often wonder, am i too serious/mature or just simply asocial. Often i see my other friends on social networks communicating with others very often. But what put me into this position of what i am thinking is because from my point of view most of their topics are very childish topics to begin with accompanied by childish comments.

I guess its just that i don't really have an ear to attend to for a very long time already. Ya'know someone which you can attend to everyday and tell them everything about your day and what you have been thinking. Until then i guess i will be sticking to this confined space for a while.

2011-10-06T21:47:00.002+08:00

Its already 10 months through this year and much have happen. More on that later. I enrolled into Form 6 somewhere in May in a place called SABS. Weird that when i was a young lad age of 12 it kind of used to be my dream school but it seems that now i am here it isn't THAT great as i expected.

Although i have ventured quite a milestone in my new life i still can NOT get accustomed to the ones surrounding me in my class. I do not care if my classmates stumble upon by blog by chance or anything, but if they do then GOOD for them because its a reflection of what your fucked appearance is to the people around you. As i was saying, though it has been long that i have immersed myself into my class i still have yet to reach an understanding with them besides of those that came from my previous school. Till, now i could not understand how the cultures of those who lives in the outskirts of town. They are WEIRD. You look at them and they give you weird faces. WHAT DOES THAT MEAN? There is one thing where i simply cannot accept in their attitude is, they just take peoples' belongings for granted WITHOUT asking permission, this has caused me to search for my stuffs miserably from top to bottom from time to time. It is as if they do not learn simple manners from where they are judging by the way they act.

That is just a part of it, the second is just even worst. There is this group of ignorant group of rascals which laughs at almost everything, yes everything. It just happen today where a car had passed by and horned a few times out of the blue they burst out of laughter. There is this one person which i despise in the group a LOT. He is an attention whore. He laughs out loud while the crowd is quite to seek attention. Talks out loudly. The best fact about him is that he can NOT give out a real fact! He loves to BOAST around talking nonsense. He is the director and the actor of his own life drama. He might even win the award for best attention whore. This dude just doesn't know the line. Blurts out everything without a limit and can go on and on till its the end of the world. There is this one epic moment where the teacher told him "A good student but with no attitude is nothing". I do not know that he understands English or not but his reaction was a laugh? The teacher kept on going in dept of what she is trying to get into the little brain of his but he just keeps on giving cock reasons like "WHERE GOT!" and more laughs. What can i say with such people?

Thats pretty much what i had in mind for now

2011-08-20T22:29:00.002+08:00

Things are just so fucked. I really don't see people that i can mingle with freely. Activities used to be fun to be a part of. I looked to my left, right, front and my back there just isn't anyone which swims in the same water as i do. Remember the feeling where you look forward to a certain day because there is something which interests you? Been some time since that happened.

2011-07-30T23:31:00.001+08:00

I feel, I feel, I feel just sad :( . I wish i had someone i could attend to all the time telling things that's on my mind.

2011-06-30T18:16:00.004+08:00

It has been over a month that i am studying in my new school. So far its kind of alright. The ice has finally been broken among-st one another. Some people tend to change a lil because there is a different environment from their previous education institutions. I thought that i will never be used to the rich chinese environment but i am getting along with it just fine somehow.

Yesterday, as usual that i THOUGHT it was like any normal school day but it wasn't. It was also the school's sport practice days where teachers would be half-occupied throughout the school, so i thought of bringing my LX-5 along me and also did i brought my first camera that i used in my life, the FS7. Just as the chores goes, letting my younger brother off to school before i head off to mine. As i walked into the school compound with my bud we decided to just stay at the assembly field as it was just about to start. Time passed on as we were talking and suddenly there it was, blonds on sight. Was i dreaming? Was i hallucinating? Was it an illusion? They-Were-Real! There were 18 girls, students from some school in Melbourne, Australia. The moment they were introduced in front of the students it seems like the only cheers were from the guys and over at the girls side seems to be very eerie. The 18 girls are on a study trip to Malaysia to learn about our culture and such. In order to support their aims the school has given us opportunities to bring them into our classes during language lessons and that was our golden ticket to skip our lessons! We manage to get 2 of them into our class after recess. Overall, i'd say the whole session was kind of stiff and in my opinion some of the dudes asked very silly questions like "What cars do your people drive over there in your school?" . Honestly, i felt very bad for them as the whole class was like talking to one another with a language that they couldn't understand and sometimes laughed. If i were to be in their shoes i would be thinking "What in the world are they talking about? Are they like bitching us with another language on purpose? Why are they laughing? Seems like they are making fun of us.". Just as how things has their good and bad, we manage to learn a little from them and had a little insight of how their place looks and works.

Sometimes i want someone to tell all my things to whether it the bad hair days of mine or its just something that im so happy of which i want to share to the whole world! It's really nice to have someone like that which i think i seem to have been missing it for a while now :(

Cherio!

2011-06-10T00:42:00.002+08:00

Funny when you think back of the things you used to do and who you were when you were young with just no worries from the outside world, friends, money, future, studies and almost everything! Recently the electric supply has been cut from my house from mornings around 9am till late evenings 6pm. The people who are managing the electric supply are doing some upgrade on their wires or something. It has started two days ago and this is the third(counting from the date where this post is gonna be published). According to the technicians that it only require's just three days to complete this upgrade but i seriously doubt so as locals here have a way of doing things in their own sweet pace.

As i was waiting for the electric to come back. I suddenly remembered about special school events such as teacher's day and independence day celebration that schools have it annually. I notice when i was in primary, i had never attended to any one of them. There was once i was suppose to take part in a little performance for the independence day celebration, rehearsals were done and in the end i did not turn up. Man what an attitude i had back when i was a lil shrimp and i even had the nerve to come back to school as if nothing happen on the next day and ask how did the presentation went. I guess being grown up now, knowing proper protocols i am able to look back at my old self and laugh how improperly behaved i was.

Lately i have been seeing a lot of wars going on in social networks. Yes wars. Not the one where blood are spill but wars on teenagers about their social life. It kind of bores me to see one of the other giving one another false hopes and denying it. Sometimes it is just so funny that i find myself laughing in front of my monitor.

I guess thats it for this entry. Oh, and i might be doing a V-log for maybe the next entry or the next next entry :D . Cherios

2011-05-14T15:38:00.010+08:00

Much have happened. Lets start by going back all the way to February 21 where i have got myself a job along with Danesh and Lee. As how things usually starts, the first month went on with full enthusiasm but after that the job started to be boring. Doing all the dirty work that my parents are doing to raise me up made me realize that money doesn't come by easy at all. Imagine that your time is only worth rm3.60 an hour for your service, thats terrible! It taught me a valuable lesson that education qualification is very important! My reasons for this job is so that i can pass my time more valuable by earning some money for myself and also its to achieve my goal to have a full manual camera. A year ago i thought that the camera that i wish for is impossible for me to acquire but after 2 months of hard work i have finally earned it by my own sweat and tears.

On the way i manage to make a few friends. Three turn up to be very good buddies and the rest are kind of like friends for the sake of not feeling left out at work. The sad truth to this is i actually find that friends at work would not last as those who are still working there will have new workers to bond with and by time i am sure that i will just be a mere acquaintance to them. Nonetheless, they are still great people.

Amirul and Afiq

These two are one of the nicest guys i met while working for Golden Screen Cinema's East Coast Mall. They have taught me well and been there for one another during boring times.

The cleaners

The cleaners over there really deserve compliments as they are a very friendly bunch and very easy to mingle around with. I learned a few words from them and also their language, Sri Lanka language!

The Crew

Chow time after the conference

Conference

Overall, it had been a great experience working there for 2 months from 21st of February till the 27th of April. The reason why i stopped is because i am gonna take form 6 which is coming very soon, 9th of May.

In this short time frame. My good friends Lee and Danesh were going off to college very soon. We didn't get to hang out much but at least we did in the short moments. After they went more of my classmates are disappearing off as well.

9th of May arrives. I had a lot of things undone especially being all my certs not being certified yet. A few of my friends and i who are venturing to form6 turned up in our previous school, Saint Thomas to take some missing certs and certify it. Everything we did is really on the 11th hour and i guess this trait of ours will never change. We turned up at our NEW school, Sultan Abu Bakar. The environment is very different from my previous school. The biggest difference is that there are girls over here and the school is a LOT bigger compared to my previous school. There are so many teachers around i don't think even a pure student from that school would recognize all of the teachers. The first week of Form6 is pretty much crap with all the talks. But in one the final day of orientation the Upper Six organized something for us to go physical instead of putting our ass on the chairs whole day long. It was quite fun. It would have been more fun if the dudes on my group are more sporting. On friday we finally get to enroll into our classes. I see that physics class has majority of boys in it and girls as minority. Everything seems so far so good. Today, can be counted as our official first day of class. I see that half of the class has started their so called path to perfection process aka tuition. Tuition homeworks were on the table already. In my opinion is tuition really a necessity? I seriously think that students these days have a sick way of thinking that "If you don't have tuition you're doomed". One of the most outrageous things that i find outrageous is people discussing with friends on the first day about, "Do you have tuitions for *insert specific subject*?" . I have no further comments to be made. My class seems to be a bunch of nerds and also typical Chinese type of people. It is gonna take a while for me to get accustomed to my new surroundings.

These days, everyone are starting to disappear in one another's life but thats normal because it is a part of growing up. I see friends that gone to college now doesn't seem to tap back with their old friends. Less and less options which i see available on my Instant Messenger to talk to these days. I guess its just i am afraid of being alone thats why i am saying this.

Back and now

2011-02-26T02:15:00.002+08:00

I was thinking back then how would i go through the slow days but now it seems that things has settled as it is. I did not get anyone new in my life to talk to everyday but i found myself more open to others and made a couple of new friends in return as well. I guess i know how hard money comes in now. Going out of house from as early as 10am and going back home as late as 11.30pm but thats not all things can be waaaaaaaaay later than this!

Highlights of 2010

2011-01-06T02:24:00.022+08:00

Here is how it started and ended :)

Chinese New Year 2010

- Chinese New Year last year has really been a thrill to me and i hope that this year offers no less than what that it had last year! Since the first day of Chinese New Year i found myself going out everyday and coming back after the short arm of the time keeper hits 12. I gambled, A LOT! The best win was while playing baccarat at a friend's place. There were over 8 players i assume. Most of them are good buds. We took turns to be the banker in that game, so when it came to me everyone was like, "John. I respect you as a friend, so i won't disrespect you *RM 10 on the floor*". Not one but half of the entire crowd did that! Basically in my mind it was like, "Shit John you are gonna lose BIG and might be going back with shit in your pants OR i might be winning big". The thought of winning did not occur to me at all as to because luck seems to be the worst thing i have. As the cards are given out, there were no sign of people throwing up their cards indicating its a 9 or an 8, phew! The drawing phase then began, everyone took a card and all of them seem to have a sinister smile on their face, hell was on to me already. My first 2 cards were bad, i got 13, making it a 3. So, i drew my 3rd card to my luck i got 5 of hearts! That put me up to a very steady stand! Oh did i mention that both of my previous cards were hearts too! All out! In that one round i earned over 100 ahahaha! But the best part of CNY is, the gathering of friends! Oh! And also the Red Packets!

School Life

- 2010, marks the final year of schooling. It is that year too that our brother all the way from Hong Kong is going back. Were gonna miss you bro! Thinking of school, i find myself very lifeless doing nothing at home during schooling hours. Gonna miss the birthday rape's, scoldings, drama's and above everything you, my fucked up classmates!

Deepavali

-Deepavali was the shitz! I remembered i suffered so much on that day! I went from house to house to fill my stomach up over and over again till a point where i find it hard to move around! You guys should strategies your open house! Let one be for breakfast, lunch then dinner! It was like all for lunch last year! The best part of Deepavali has got to be the prank we did over at parvesh's place. Acting as if we are planting a Molotov on the middle of the road when we know the car's are coming and seeing their reaction! Sorry satha we didn't eat much over at your place, because of that you got scolding from your dad. We will begin with your house next year!

PUPA

-PUPA. It is a camp organized by the school for students to just chill out and relax! My friends and i are the committee's! Practically we can cause all the havoc we want! But unfortunately what we plan did not work out well. it was for 2 days and 1 night somewhere in balok. The day was proved incredibly tiring with all sorts of activities fun and games! The best part was at night. Eating snacks that we have planned earlier while talking bout GHOST stories! Gajeen had the FUNNIEST expression! He is SUPERBLY SUPERSTITIOUS!!! We were talking about a certain ghost then Gajeen quickly interrupted, "YOU LOOK UP IN THE TREE NOW! YOU LOOK UP! THE GHOST SURE THERE ONE! SEE LA STUPID GO TALK!" ahahahaha! The fun did not stop there! Gajeen had to go to the toilet so we played a lame prank on him which is, doing ghostly sound while he was taking his shit! That guy really ran out when we did that and keep on saying he heard ghosts! I loved lying on the beach that night looking up at the stars by the sea breeze :) . Times like this are really gonna come by hard.

Moral Party

- I believe this is the best party i ever had! A total Lump Sum of RM500+ from the MORAL SAFE! I was one of the few donors :S . Nonetheless, the party that was put up is absolutely da bomb! Gotta thank Dinish for the chicken. Oh and Dinish, you said were gonna have another session like this aren't we? Well, WHERE IS IT? Being the cook is certainly a hard job! With all the smoke flying to your face and getting to your eyes, ouch! The best part has gotta be the part where everyone tells one another (student to teacher) on how they feel towards each other! Loads of fun hearing what he thinks of us ahahha. Another nice part is the BEST STUDENT OF .... caremony! There are a few title's to be won! I'll try to list out the ones i remember. There are Pelajar paling lanci(cocky), Pelajar paling bermoral, Pelajar paling "ada bola?", Pelajar paling HAMSAP and a lot more that i couldn't remember as the titles were all hilarious!

Surprises

Met Dato Lee Chong Wei just by a food court out of my school!

Known you for 2 years and over. Finally being able to see you in life was really great :)

Thats about it. Oh i forgot something =/ i don't have much pictures of this year's International Understanding Night of Saint Thomas :( . It was THE best dinner that i have attended to! Even said so by the principal and the teacher advisor himself!

Until then, Good Bye and Happy New Year!

fine.

2010-12-28T00:31:00.000+08:00

This is what i get. Im just trying to mend things. Thank you very much.

Trust and Love

2010-12-25T21:37:00.002+08:00

Trust and love, these two words seems to be the hardest thing that i can entrust myself to a girl after going through for what i thought which was bad 3 years ago. I got back a grip of myself as time passes and knowing a girl which i found very interesting to know of. She's very open minded and talks about everything which is available to talk about. Not knowing as time come and goes i slowly actually had feelings towards her and all but, i held it in because i thought i hadn't the qualities and all to be what a guy really needs to be. So as it goes it grew till a point that it became a burden deep down inside that it is hard to contain anymore whenever you're not talking with that someone. I have always feared rejection, not just rejection from an affair but also rejection from other criteria including being accepted and all. The first one wasn't so successful so i thought, "there's always a first time for it" therefore, i took the chance and asked those magical questions that may bring euphoria to an individual or at the same time shatter's them to tiny fragments of unseen dusts. As it comes, i already have a certain intuition which tells me that, "John, this is not gonna happen." yeah, it was right alright. It hit me. Hard. The bonds that we once shared of were never the same again from that day to be date. Till now i find it very hard to avoid her presence because i needed to move on. Alas, willpower failed on me i go on from time to time checking what's happening to her just like what i did with my previous one. From then, the thought of being particularly close to a female does intimidates me. I do not want to feel as i am again. I do not want to feel rejection again. Whenever i see the word, Love is used i think twice of what it truly meant. Giving all your full trust, sharing the weirdest moments that you had and accepting weird nicknames that one give is hard for me to give in. Am i that bad of a person to deserve this. I'm just waiting. When will i truly move on from this.

Merry Christmas

2010-12-24T23:31:00.006+08:00

Currently the clocks shorter arm is pointing at 11 and the longer one is pointing towards 6, practically its half an hour to Christmas. My eve's has nothing much happening. A plain ol' day spent at home. Been looking back at my previous Christmas years and what i did during it.

When i was 13 and 14 there would only be one place that i will be at and that is Maple Story, yes i was a Mapler. Speaking of Maple Story, it has brought me a friend that i know very good off till today. We share our problems together and such, surprisingly he and i both shared the same shitty heart broken moments together this year so practically we were the emo brother's for a while but its great talking to him. He's from Penang btw a year older than me but its okay it doesn't matter.

Back at 15 its still the same Maple. But this time i had lots more real life friends playing with me like Lee and Ron. The best thing bout this is i remembered Lee had a huge crush on a certain someone and as you know in maple we could decorate Christmas tree's with alphabets and ornaments. Basically there was a scam that i edited one of the pictures of Lee's decoration and arranged it in such a way it said, "i love you *that special someone*". We got into a fight later on but were still the best of friends till today ahaha.

After looking at the pictures i realize that much had happen. I really miss those good times where we could talk till a new day's about to rise :') . And it appears i've known you longer than i expected.

Last year's Christmas Eve was spent with new found friends, Hannah and Hazel along with a special guest appearance, Serene! It was a great night i recalled. Got to know some new friends as well on that night. Later that night Kristyl and Adlene came to our place to meet up with their long lost bestie, Serene.

Oh i tried to make cards too last year :)

Finally here i am, year of 2010. Everything passed within a flash. In the beginning of the year i was so worried over SPM and now poof its over! Eve's quiet this year, a lot quieter, used to have someone to accompany my boring night's online. But, i guess, life has to move on. I feel an urge of tears wanting to flow out from writing this since the very beginning of it. Well, i guess i am done with this entry and looks like just in time for Christmas. Merry Christmas friends and readers :) . May your wishes be granted.

Freedom, almost but not quite.

2010-12-18T21:03:00.008+08:00

Well, SPM over for me like 2 weeks ago and now i find myself rotting at home with nothing much to do in my hands. The moment the exam finish actually didn't felt anything extraordinary or anything as i know that after all the afternoon and night activities, coming back home late and staring at the computer, i know it is gonna be quite, no, the word lonely just fits in perfectly. I don't have much people to chat with online. Even though the exams are over everyone's doing their own thingger a dingger. Sad to know clicks that i am with all these while never really has a game face when it comes to the online world, kinda boring for a savvy dude that i am myself and not much gamers too.

Enough bout me lets go through what happen the day SPM2010 finished for me. Right after paper 1 finished we found ourselves making paper airplanes with the sheer lost of interest to study already but manage to put in some oomph in the last tick. 40 paper airplanes prepared and ready to be launched off the building! Alright 30 mins before paper 3 we called up everyone to gather up and told them NOT to come out of the hall when they have finished it EARLY as our class has a few bunch of lanci people. In the end only JULIUS bailed us out ohhh man you are sooo gonna pay for this! Before the exam started we had a picture taking session ahahhaa

The clock hits 2.00 pm and the final paper of our lives (some not all) started. The very first thing we did was, flip the page to see whats on the experiment, come to our surprise it was nothing of what we expected AT ALL conclusion everyone stared towards each other and LAUGHED hysterically like a hyena. The fastest dude to finish, finished it within 30 minutes of time frame, he wanted to go out at first but the whole class gave the stare so in the end he slept through the exam. As the clock ticks down from seconds to minutes till it is 3.25, the invigilators got restless because he/she saw that all of us are done with the papers and insists on taking up the paper, no objections thus papers were collected! SCREAMS outburst from Saint Thomas main block First floor the class on the right from the view of coming into Saint Thomas through the main gates. Not long after that we could hear our neighboring classes's uproar! It did not end only there the SPM examination slip was TORN the moment paper 3 Biology was picked up. The paper airplanes were then ready to take ignition!!! everyone was on their places! UNTIL the teacher who is taking charge spoiled everything ARGH! Missed the perfect shot in my secondary school life thanks to her. Life have to move on, thus the feeling of freedom carried itself to the basketball court! Markers were ready as we are to sign on one another's uniform as a piece of memorial of our friends that we have met and been through with in this 5 years. The beasts within them did not end there yet. They next thing you know coming while you are signing is a "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!" followed up by a handful of flour throw into your face! Thats not the worst part EGGS were flying everywhere as if it was raining eggs day. Eggs used as grenades thrown to one another, usually aimed towards the hair for maximal effect adding the flour for the final touches! Some of them smelt like rotten fish after a while.

As you can see the picture from above. We were so mindfucked we decided to terrorize the exam schedule itself by having a shotgun marriage of the SPM2010 schedule with 3 thunderclaps. Igniting it was in a perfect position but it fell down and did a thunderfart rather than a thunderclap. The next carnage done is by the future initial D drivers of the school. Starting up their rides and start stiring up the environment by causing phenomenal sound pollution by bursting their horns! The biggest contributor will be Chan Pak Shian as his Period ( Red ) coloured Kenari had a BUS horn installed! Bravo to the chinaman!!! After a while we got our ass busted by a newbie looking guard. He trashed our version of IP Man's car whom he calls himself the, LEE MAN. But the LEE MAN held it steady and stored his vengeance for another day. The way he shouted it is as if nothing was heard. Its like his voice box is broken or something because we dudes talking normally can overcome his small impish voice. Once the school carnage was over we head for our next destination, The Pentagon. Every students are now soldiers geared up and ready for the infiltration of Megatron's Lair aka Megamall.

Upon Arrival everything went as planned. The aim of the operation is to secure the enemies HQ and once done go to the top of the HQ and light up a FLARE. Just as any action movies you seen you get the picture and something like that happen so lets just skip it to the roof top. Agent Inferno Jack forgot the flare so he resorted to his leftovers of thunderclaps. He lighted one and it was a successful signal but to be sure he lighted the second one. Upon lighting the second one 2 minions emerged from the portals and caught Inferno Jack red handed. Retreat was the only option as they were just noobs. They split into 2 teams. The first team, Inferno Jack's squadron got captured by the 2 goons whereas the second team almost escaped UNTIL they got themselves corned by the Big Show. Leader, Inferno Jack said "Lets just go in bravely as they may think if we run we did something wrong, So lets just go in with chins faced to the sky and chests out proudly as a cock.". We proceeded to the Master Room and found ourself getting lectured by the goons. Soon the the boss finally showed up BUT from bitter enemies we became the best of friends because Agent Konde are acquaintances with the boss as they know his dad is a fearsome person to mess with so everyone were set freed without terms and regulations! To sum up the day, We became criminals the moment were released from our cage.

Alright still not tired from all the ruckus we created. Everyone turned up for seconds rounds at night. First of all everyone agreed to have bubble tea by Tea Time. Upon my arrival along with Parvesh and 2 early birds already in there, Rafael and Poh which were astounded by the sight of a MILF which they spotted and is sitting in Tea Time. Everyone else were missing so i rang up the other dudes and all of them are in Teluk Cempedak. The hell??? How come were not notified, the dudes are always screwed up in sending information thats why i see why teachers are afraid to share stuffs over in my school as information's can be modified in between and when it goes to the 100th person it becomes and entirely new meaning to it.

Rafael and Poh were reluctant to leave Tea Time because of the stunningly amazing sight of the MILF which they spotted but nonetheless live have to move on. On to Teluk Cempedak. The asses were all in KFC having their happy meals. Our alliance, brother Danesh joined in for the night. We did some video but it was a failure, we'll try again next time. So that is about it. The day SPM ended. Nothing much but there's something.

Looks like Ron's back and my phone can finally be put to good use. It has been hibernating every since. Feels good to meet an old friend after for so long. I just hope that more of my holidays are being filled up because its awfully boring as it is now. Currently in the effort of losing weight i hope this could get me more attention from girls ahahaha even if not its just for personal achievements. Catch you all later people :) . Hopes for a better tomorrow.

Times roll.

2010-11-21T15:37:00.002+08:00

A year has passed so swiftly and i found myself here looking through my blog archives, looking at how they way i type, the way i think, how my mind works is just so different from now. A great sum of happiness and sadness has been shared throughout the year. It is awesome spending 5 years in SMK Saint Thomas, growing up with bonds of brotherhood among one another including the teachers. It would definitely be a difficult reality to me that i am going to miss waking up early tasting the misery of putting in the effort of dragging myself into going school seeing the faces that brightens up my day along with all the mischievous actions that we do whole day long in school. Also not forgetting our brother from another mother who's already in Hong Kong now. We'll definitely miss you bub. Calling one another by racist terms and raping each other on birthdays will never be the same again. Also not forgetting the 2 practical teacher we had back then, Miss Lim and Miss Tan. Alright guys let give it our best and see if we can score a miracle out of this as we did back in 2008 best batch of PMR students :) !

It was nice knowing you for over 2 years with the warm friendship and exchange of opinions. I guess my luck just ran out and i have to stop here now. I hope for the best in your college and life. You know who you are :) .

-Good luck to all the SPM students !

2009-11-10T23:27:00.003+08:00

Next week signifies the end of form 4 life for those who are given life on the year of 1993 and the start of hell's table where everything starts soon from that very paper that we are sitting in a year to come.

Ahh!Life's fun around school these days hahaha!Especially playing poker in the class.You can just imagine one long row of table being line up for the purpose of poker only.What else there's hmmm uno and a group of guitar beginner enthusiasts playing guitar behind the class.My classmates are planning a trip to the new water theme park over at gambang.Low on cash i dont know if i can survive these holidays

Nothing better to play but classical card games throughout the whole day.

ticktockticktock

2009-10-12T19:47:00.002+08:00

Every passing second passing on the click and every breath is take in and out time passes as it is waiting for no beings.OK guys we did it we won the drama after the long hours and sacrifice of holidays.In the end it really did paid off.I guess we could try our luck next year for the districts.

Now that everything seems to be coming to an end already the finals are even closer.Sabs Installation on this coming Friday and Moo Moo's open house on this coming Saturday.This last 2 events before the big thing hits all of us~

Ahh i cant wait for this year's Interact Conference!

Black and white

2009-10-06T20:28:00.002+08:00

Once its early times with so much to discover which is now is finally closing to its final chapter.The year is ending people!Soon its Form 5 for me.Which will be me answering the SPM papers, hell no this is happening too fast!

Schooling days have been fun around the corner lately as most of my school hours are being used as drama practices!Best part is i have not been entering history class for about a month now =x.So its like im totally clueless from where i am now.The drama contest will held on this coming Saturday (10/10/2009).Drama peeps we have gone far lets not ruin it and lets reach the stars!

Finals are on the 22th of October.Hell.Kill me.FML.Or practically anything that you can think of which involves sitting an exam.

I know i have not been updating my blog lately.Its just that i do not have the touch of blogging these days.Till then.

2009-09-17T22:09:00.001+08:00

Cinder is burning brightly,
Ego grows as it goes,
Scenes illuminated by idiocy,
Reluctant on the grip of conspiracy and nuisance,
Groping by the inutile truth,
Dazing into madness,
Awaiting for what is beheading towards them,
I heave deep under to breath in air,
Is the weight upon me not enough,
Furthering the question on the soldier,queen and king,
What do you want me to do i am still a teenager.

Mr Singh is finally married!

2009-09-14T22:29:00.006+08:00

My cousin,35 years of age,working in Japan,Is finally married!

The marriage took place in Equatorial Hotel in KL.I decided to take the change to go down to KL earlier by a day departure by following my uncle who is going there on Friday.Saturday morning was the "Tea Ceremony" just like any Asian,Chinese culture that you see in Chinese drama's where the bride and groom will present a cup of tea to their each respective families.After the tea ceremony it will be Ang Pow time!For those who doesn't know what it means,it simply means MONEY TIME!

Well Congrats my Japanese cousin!

Epilogue

2009-08-29T23:16:00.007+08:00

Holidays are finally coming into an end.*Snap!*

Had a few nice experiences during my holidays especially trying out Tennis!!!I realize how hard is it to serve those big serve's performed by Roger Federer and Andy Roddick!

The perfect toss.

The Devastating Serve by the American.

Overall it is a very fun experience to play tennis especially the thrill to spin the tennis ball on serve!All of this wouldn't be a success without THE Tennis Kaki's!

Adryan

Alisson WWQ

Andrew Chua

Optimus Prime a.k.a. Yangpunk

Julius Au

And some others whom i am sorry that i do not know your names.
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Yesterday was Boon Hooi's return from kl so we gladly "sambut" him and dined with him in Crocodile Rock!

The man himself!

Johnson Chin@Geek In The Pink

Adryan Chan

Optimus experiencing orgasm

Alisson WWQ

Drama

Pizza anyone?

.So 7(alisson,optimus,adryan,boon hooi,johnson,joel and me) of us dined with the Crocs it was a splendid meal.Not long afterthat we found ourselves in the "relaxing" room which is filled with all sorts of musical instruments!Once again the musician never cease to amaze me.

Chilling out.

When things were getting dull we went to TC!Thanks to Boon Hooi's!First things first what to do!The idea of pool came out so off we went to Hyatt for some fun.

Goofing around

Thinking far.

For The Win

Optimus "shit a bit more!!!"
Alisson"*peace* i like pie's!"

Peek a boo

Booze... i need teh BOOZE!

Went back at 12 with optimus's car.Signing off.

Leaders

2009-08-19T19:15:00.005+08:00

It kept me thinking when i was trying to sleep on my bed.Lying down on my bed thoughtlessly until this matter hit on me.The question is

Problems faced by leaders today

Leaders.Lets check up on its definition on dictionary.com

Pronunciation=[lee-der]
–noun

1.	a person or thing that leads.

2.	a guiding or directing head, as of an army, movement, or political group.

Music.

a.	a conductor or director, as of an orchestra, band, or chorus.

b.	the player at the head of the first violins in an orchestra, the principal cornetist in a band, or the principal soprano in a chorus, to whom any incidental solos are usually assigned.

4.	a featured article of trade, esp. one offered at a low price to attract customers. Compare loss leader.

Journalism.

a.	leading article (def. 1).

b.	Also called leading article. British. the principal editorial in a newspaper.

6.	blank film or tape at the beginning of a length of film or magnetic tape, used for threading a motion-picture camera, tape recorder, etc. Compare trailer (def. 6).

Angling.

a.	a length of nylon, silkworm gut, wire, or the like, to which the lure or hook is attached.

b.	the net used to direct fish into a weir, pound, etc.

8.	a pipe for conveying rain water downward, as from a roof; downspout.

9.	a horse harnessed at the front of a team.

10.	leaders, Printing. a row of dots or a short line to lead the eye across a space.

11.	Nautical. lead ¹ (def. 40b).

12.	a duct for conveying warm air from a hot-air furnace to a register or stack.

13.	Mining. a thin vein of ore connected with a large vein.

Whoa i did not know there were THAT much of a meaning of the word leader.But the most recognized meaning of leader is

1.	a person or thing that leads.

2.	a guiding or directing head, as of an army, movement, or political group.

Leaders as you all know are certain people whom leads the people,group,villagers and etc.But how is a leader chosen?The most logical way and fairest of them all is through Democracy.And of all what does even Democracy mean in Malaysia?It is not even practiced by the leaders of Malaysia what more do we expect from the upcoming young generations in school?

Leaders are ones whom not necessarily leading them WITHOUT a leader a school society for an example.Societies, they too have a place called President where he/she will lead the club and under the advisory of teacher advisers.From that prospect it has lead to another conflict where democracy is not practiced.

I had my first hand experience.It is not who we are and how good are we in leading to be the leader no,not at all in fact in school's(not all mostly) its like this, "Can you work with me,Can you handle me,Can you take the heat" what is all of this bullshit got to do?Even CANDIDATES themselves are not VOTED by majority of the society in it but only chosen by the teacher adviser and seniors whom we work with.Some are even picked by their "leader-ish" looks and voila the next thing we know he get a super high post where even one of the candidates which already have 1 year of experience in it don't even get that far?Is this the leaders today?

It is a very controversial issue that things like this easily gets out of hand and bonds in society gets shaken and most probably ending up in failures.Worst cases, some teacher that favors a certain student and wants him to be whatever he wants might even gets the post regardless of what he had done for the club or it could even be RACISM.What shit of democracy can be witnessed through this?Don't even dream of having democracy in the politics if this is where it is going.

Once appointed as a leader the same issue keeps coming on and on again.Less members attending,cooperation not given and etc.What does this certain phrase mean "you have to gain their respect,respect have to be earned it does not come and go".Through democracy wouldn't it solve it in some case,alright not entirely but cutting down the conflict in a society is assured.Through "Candidates-Without-Experience-Willing-And-Able-To-Work-With-Teachers" as presidents a lot might not agree with the decisions made and he/she will face difficulties him/herself as well as the teacher adviser.It does not make any sense in leading the community at all but worsening it by conflicts of disagreements of one and another.

All of this is just my point of view.But once he/she has been chosen we got no choice but to accept of course this is Malaysia.And Malaysia's famous slogan is!

MALAYSIA BOLEH!

Peanut butter and jelly

2009-08-17T16:44:00.002+08:00

As you all know due the the recent outbreak of the disease H1N1, Saint Thomas and Alor Akar has closed down for one week!!!Too bad for saint thomas we have to go back to school on friday bummers im predicting loads of homework are ready for us then(fuck it).

There's practically nothing to do right now.I've watched all the Bleach and Naruto episodes already except homeworks lieing on the table.Just day dreaming with the guitar most of the time practicing,practicing,practicing.Currently interested in tremolo style of finger picking.

catching up

2009-08-11T22:32:00.003+08:00

Been very busy these days.Doing some catching up on my studies after left for so long.Well as you all now know the main topic of almost EVERYTHING is the latest happening of H1N1.The primary side of Saint Thomas has already been shut down, a teacher is admitted to the Intensive Care Unit Ward.Rumors says he is dead, some say he is still alive and recovering in the ward, just hope everything is alright and he is still alive.Because of the recent cases of this virus there's been alot of absentee's in school i am guessing only 3/4 of the whole school population only turn up for school and the amount of people wearing the masks are rising it has even became a new trend of fashion!!!Here's an example

Hand over yeah monneh if yeah know whut's good fer ya!

Interact Leadership Camp 2009!

2009-07-20T21:15:00.004+08:00

The interact Leadership Camp was totally awesome!

Arrived to mgss carpark area at 6.30 it was still dark but none the less the spirits is still raging!We were greeted by Ro.Ho just like last year and so our transportation was here,ze bus.

Arrived,AMANSARI RESORT!i thought it was gonna be a nightmare but proved me wrong alot have improved especially the food after the 2 times i had attended courses on this resort!

The saint thomas group was enegertic and enthusiastic as ever upon for this long awaited camp!The first slot started with Ice Breaking!It was nice as we finally get to know each other a little now!

Empty slot in between the guys certaintly put on alot of shows to keep them entertained but too bad chair dance was a failure due to insufficient member.Instead we resolved to something else.

Presentations were great well spoken by fellow interactors!Followed up by lunch and desserts were delicious durian's from Ro.rizal's durian plantation!!!and rambutan's as well,reallllly enjoyed it!I knew that it was gonna be a stink bomb in the room laters.

Following up was a debating slot where we put a situation of an interact club with that has launched an activity outside the school,Without the permission of teachers furthermore, without the knowledge of Rotary club as well.So we were divided into 4 groups Interact,Parent ~~Teacher~~ Association,Teachers Association and Rotary.It was a serious and heart trembling slot where everyone put their guts into every word they spoke but nonetheless there will always be a joker within a group!In the end Interact club got pincered by the 3 groups for its reckless actions but of course in the end it was all fun and stuffs no hard feelings!Awesomeness live in Interact!

In the evening we had games where we were blindfolded and made a long line appointing a leader to lead up while having our hands on each other's shoulder to follow on!Brought us to another world new experience fun!

Next was a game of balancing a ball up in the air as many times as possible by hitting it!the record was 135?We beat it laters anyways upon the cooperation of guy and girl interactors!Learn alot.

Following up Jurassic Park!Imagine if youre in a situation of life and death where you are on the side of brink of death.You and a group of people are trapped between civilization and dinosaurs but the trouble's come in where there's a T-rex on the loose even a sound could make it sense our presence but the path to civilisation was only a mere hole between high voltage wire's!The interactors were reluctant to give in so we decided to finish it where we had been assigned to!Danger singh couldnt believe that his feet were on air!after a total hardwork of 2 hours+ we finished and had a nice bath in the nice "tub",Triumph in the end!p.s. Sorry Optimus youre dead Lolx.

The following night was yet another Debate but under the format of parliament where unsatisfied citizen's aka interactors learn how to ask for things.Well spoken indeed by thee interactors well done.The unforgettable experience has got to be the my friend,Muniswaran's group where he practically got ambushed by every corner of the Parliament.

Before i settled in,the temptation of having a nice bath with the heavenly "tub" just so close within our reach took over me followed by Rafael,Joshua and Danger Singh.We playfully dip into the "tub" till its 12 and not later hoping not to get into trouble with rotarians.Better to be safe than sorry!The dormitory was calm it needed something extra so we planned something.Lights were off plan initiated RAPE SINGH!!!Attack was successful a herd of 13 gang up upon one victim!Got tired waiting for ghost story session tuck in the night at 1.30a.m.+.

Woke up 6 thing in the morning with alot of alarms in the surrounding yet with many unALARMED with their alarms ringing i dont see why alarms are invented for in this situation if it never even help lol.6.45 went out of our shells and headed over to the other side of the resort!There we awaited for the sunrise but lady luck was'nt on our side there were only glimpse of ray,the sun was blocked by the clouds.With nothing to do ignoring the morning exercise session we replaced it with PHOTO TAKING SESSION!!!Alisson you possess the photography potential!

Next is gonna be possibly one of the best slots ever existed!It was a slot of self awareness,identity and self-discovery.A session like no others we did not hesitate to ask questions one of my friends started with menopause!!!and i discovered that men has something like menopause as well after a girl asked its called ADROPAUSE!Doctor you are amazing!Enjoyable session.

Last slot is about drugs just as last year by an inspector from KL whom is very experience in the field of drugs.Presentations were shown and real hard solid drugs were being showcasted outside as well!as well as the tools to use the drugs.Incredibly the inspector said the tools for drugs were invented not bought or whatsoever!My drug addicts are certaintly creative!

To wrap it all up like any other camps we were given a chance to talk and express ourself from what we have experienced and gained throughout the camp whether its positive or bad from the toilets to the facilities.Overall it was all good but one thing was certaintly missing the camp is just too short!Leadership is something which needs to be practice since young not just in a matter of days but years to be a true leader!So i hope the coming years the rotarians will make it at least a 3 day 2 night seminar!

Packed up and had lunch.During lunch we were busy taking snaps of pictures of the new friends we have made especially the temerloh young and bright ladies!Were going to miss you badly!All the best to all of you!

The OLD slogan for the seminar:Service Above Self
The NEW slogan for the seminar:The Future Of Rotary Is In Your Hands!

WE MISS YOU ALREADY JIAJIA,IFEIFE,TSINHUEYYY,WENWENWENWEN, AND ALOT MORE!!!

endure the inevitable

2009-07-08T18:29:00.004+08:00

Finally IU Night of Saint Thomas and MGSS is over at last.The programmes went on smoothly just a little havoc in the beginning.To be honest i dont think this year's iu night is any better from last year.Well thats that hope for the next one!

Groupie!

Well looks like its your last iu night pal hope ya have fun.

This is one of the performance in the iu night other will be uploaded later.

So near yet so far.

2009-07-02T04:44:00.002+08:00

so far...so far...so far...

To all that it seems like happening,
Being able to grasp thee glass rose,
Once whats the true choices has come into hand,

It seems so near,
Yet it remained far upon ones reach,

Shattered into irreplaceable piece of puzzle,
Dreams are to be meant making of what it is of,
Thou seemingly effort hath been put onto it,
Point of views from the upper hand,
It had lead the road to its end,
Where it used to show the eyes of heaven up high,

It seems so near,
Yet it remained far upon ones reach,

The journey i had traveled,
Have revealed most of nature's true color,
Expect the the stars,
From what truly archive is just a pile of founder and blundering rubble's,
But one has to move on for what he is,
As he realizes he isn't worthy of anything given by life itself.

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Congratulations

President of interact club SMK Saint Thomas 09/10 :Dinish Kumar
Vice president of interat club SMK Saint Thomas 09/10:Parveshdip Singh
Treasurer of interact club SMK Saint Thomas 09/10 :Julius Au
Iu Director of interclub SMK Saint Thomas 09/10 :Chin Jon

May you guys lead interact club.Best regards.

2009-06-20T21:13:00.005+08:00

EMAS(English Mathematics And Science) Festival

Alright some of you guys might probably know it already or some of you are just plain lost with all the stuffs happening as the Mathematics Olympic was happening at the same time.My friends and i went to Taman Pertanian first thing yesterday to set some of the stuffs up but the amount of things that we have arrange is nowhere near to where it ended as lol.It was a Friday without classes,wonderful.

Setting up stuffs

Teachers doing their stuffs.

30% done

Showing off our clothes so proud without knowing what lies ahead tomorrow.

I have to say that the teacher are pretty hyped up bout this stuff.As we went there starting at 11.am and went back at 2 in the afternoon teacher's were still there doing decorations!I'm even more surprised is that my friend went there that night and he said he even saw many of our school teachers doing the decorations at that sort of time.This is the results of it.I was'nt able to get a full clear view of it as the moment we were there our booth were already crowded with people in it.Its truly an experience to be remembered suffocating in a cramped room and listening to Michael Jackson's song(Earth Song) for a whopping 6 hour!!!

A lower view of it

A higher view with all the crowds going in like crazy.

Our booth consists of 4 stations each station has its own games.
Station 1:Answer the picture's given with its true description(boring)
Station 2:The wheel of fortune
Station 3:Word maze(i found the word gay in one of the mazes)
Station 4:Figuring the word out with RUBIK CUBE wtf?

Our booth was on English and the theme is ENVIRONMENT.One of the reason as you can see that our booth is very "nature-ish" and one of the reasons why we choose Michael Jackson's Earth Song.Seriously the MV for it was freaking awesome!Love the way he scream its like Adam Lambert no.2.Hours later it was anounced that our booth got MOST ATTRACTIVE!out of 40 booth and school we got MOST ATTRACTIVE unbelievable but happened.Oh ya one funny thing is that there was William Shakespeare there along with Madam Loisel,Mesior Loisel and lots more literature characters lol!Too bad the William Shakespeare was shy if not i would love to take a picture with him!

Congratulations teachers and friends for making it to the top this will definately calm my principal for a while.

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There's never a moment for emotions eh lol.

IU NIGHT OF SMKST and MGSS

2009-06-19T00:34:00.001+08:00

Saint Thomas MGSS IU Night 4th of july saturday!

Venue:Vistana ballroom

Pricing:RM42 per seat.Rm400 a table.*one table consists of 10 seats*

Attire:Formal or Traditional.*Dress up in a proper manner.Consider appropriate hairstyles no overwhelming coloured hairstyles.*

Theme:Magical Moment Together

Time:7.oo p.m. - 11.00 p.m.

Tickets are limited to 200 only get it while stock lasts.

List of Contacts:

MGSS:

1. Marina- 0178083811

2. Komala- 0169380842

ST THOMAS:

1. Pang- 0169359667

2. John Koe- 0179125985

Vacation

2009-06-17T17:57:00.012+08:00

My trip to Cameron was enjoyable and relaxing.Able to get myself out from the pit of never-ending havoc back where i was.I departed from Kuantan at 11 with my uncle.We stop by for lunch and then it was a long drive all the way 3 hours as usual when we were there we stopped by at my other uncle's house.This trip is organized by my uncle over in KL a 3 day 2 night holiday over at Cameron.Its lucky we had accommodations on that time and lucky too to have an aunty who is staying over there,i didn't know that i had relatives over at cameron!!!Had dinner in kl then tucked ourself in one of my uncle's houses (too many uncle's lol if i want to say it all theres 3).Stayed up till 1 something watching Slumdog Millionaire.

Aha the next day it was the one i was looking foward!We were gonna go to cameron through the new way which require's us to pass by Ipoh!So we had lunch over there!the food there was awesome!i dont really know why my parents so did the others complained that it didnt taste good lol as long as it did to me.There were a few eye candy along the way Lol.The way up to cameron was nice the scenery was absolutely AMAZING nonetheless Excellent spots for photography!If i could just lay my hands on those SLR camera's!When we reached cameron boom it began Strawberries EVERYWHERE!Its like they're worshipping strawberries because there were alot of monuments of them and even umbrella's,shirts,balls and so on i wonder when will they make a boxer with strawberry patterns on it one day.From what i see people over there i can say is quite saddening i dont see a single mall over there!!!I must say im very lucky being here compared to the people over there who have no entertainment at all.Most of their lives would be filled with studies i guess.Ok on the first day before heading to our acommodations we had it in ourself already time to have some tea!(well not really just that my folks are crazy over it.Its just still... tea.)

A rough view of where it is

The moment i took my first step out from the car and onto the high lands the weather is simply Magnificent!I could'nt agree more with the 2 cousins which came with us during this trip "The whole of Malaysia should be like Cameron".I bet if i were to stand under the sun over the hours i wouldnt even break a sweat!thats how nice it is there.Took a few shots on the way up.

The Place

Crowded i say.

One more thing is that im freaking jealous of those SLR CAMERA'S THERE!!!Its almost like every tourist over there had SLR camera's over their neck.One day im going to get a big ass SLR camera with big ass lens too!We had Golden blended tea and some food there.

Picture taking session.

The whole family.

Brother's and sister.

Brotherhood.

He told me to took a picture of his shoe from below but didnt get it.

So right after that we finally head back onto our wheel's and towards our acommodation!The place is in Tanah Rata a small area called Desa Apartment.Though its just a small place but i love the atmosphere there.We get to see little kids and even young people out of the apartments and in the parks or just plain jogging on the roads!This definitely sticks out the whole new meaning of life eh better rather than sticking one's butt in front of computer the whole entire day and do nothing.Its nice to hear the sound of children and the sight of them playing.There was a night where people around were having bbq it gives such a warm and friendly environment.

The nights were wonderful over there.While having rides around town its nice opening the windows letting in the soothing wind blowing in contact with our skin.Went to the pasar malam over there and my was it COLD!its so cold that even i need the support of a jacket to keep me warm.There were variety of strawberry based products once again even strawberry ice popsicle!It tasted good!And from what i see is that chocolate dipped strawberry seems to be in high demand.Costs Rm2~3 per stick for 3 chocolate strawberries which are sour and with just an additional coated chocolate for it?Totally not my thing it just tasted like the original thing just with chocolate on top.One thing i noticed in cameron is that there's no fan around lol.

The place where i stayed(i dont have a nice shot from where i am staying)

The second day we went to farms and all those average stuffs to-do-around in cameron.Pictures are posted in my previous post.The next day had breakfast with my aunt's place over in cameron again had egg,beans and sausage!classic western food.Started our journey back home at 11 reach Bidor around 1 something to have our lunch.My the yam dumplings(woo kok pao) there are good!reached home by 6.Home sweet home at last!

My point of view of cameron is,Its a very nice place full of beautiful sceneries good place for nature photographers they can snap like there's no tomorrow.If youre those who wants to just kick back and be lazy and want to get away from the blazing heat its definitely a place to go.But of course from all the good sides there's bad ones too its really pathetic when it comes to shopping as there are nothing to see lol.

Thats it!

Shots.

2009-06-14T01:30:00.005+08:00

stupid,

2009-06-05T23:20:00.002+08:00

Relationship stuffs i keep hearing on again and again some of it are just so fucked up even by just hearing it.

Lee Chong Wei!

Sketch sketch sketch

2009-06-03T20:42:00.000+08:00

Im praying hard that everyone turns up AT LEAST on A day so that we can do the full rehersal....
please please please
i dont want to trap myself in this horrible nightmare before i sleep forever.

Bonds to ribbons.

2009-05-31T00:40:00.003+08:00

In the realm of unrecorded syllabus of time,
Ticking,ticking,ticking,
Changes occur from time to time,
Uninviting nonetheless unavoidable,
Just as how the soil rumble and crumble into a hollow,
To where blasphemous havoc occur,
Where time continues ticking,
Never-ending flow of sands circulating in the hourglass,
As the inevitable is at its presence,
Adapting as nature flourishes,
May the unrecorded syllabus of time keeps ticking,
So will it pout as to diminishing to mention of.

Holidays?

2009-05-30T06:10:00.002+08:00

Although the holiday's are here there's alot to do especially the upcoming IU Night which i have been having alot of nightmare of,it comes to my every night before i sleep.Well look at the bright side 2 weeks of holidays!Not-so!gonna spend the whole holidays doing with the sketch rehersal i hope i REALLY REALLY hope the people turn up or else it would be a disaster later onwards.

As for the camp.Im sorry Hannah that i couldn't attend i didn't think of whats coming during the holidays.3 days not around is a huge deal of time.Hope you understand or else there wouldn't an IU night for us to attend.

2009-05-25T23:04:00.001+08:00

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Changes

2009-05-20T22:55:00.002+08:00

I guess what the idiot(camille) told me was really true about form 4 life.Friends changing and all sorts of stuffs i even see my friends changing attitude for the worst and being disliked by many.I feel alone not getting the attention that i want from my friends lately its been already a month and going on i dont think the friendship with my old friends will be as good as the previous years.Things dont always go as we want it to life has to go on.

Curses,

2009-05-20T22:11:00.002+08:00

Curses,curses,curses!!!
All that 2 hours of hardwork gone into the drain.Wasted due to MAJORITY of the students resolved to copying due to that it was discovered red handed by a teacher passing by for that he had reported it to the teacher in charge and we are to RESIT our moral exam on friday 12.30.

But look on the bright side.My hell staybacks for the teachers day preparations are OFFICIALLY OVER we are to stayback since the start of last week monday till this week's teachers day to help out the afternoon session.

Last week's scheduale
Monday to friday:School 7a.m.-6.45p.m
Saturday:School 10 a.m.-10p.m.
Sunday:10a.m.-7a.m.

And teachers day 6.30 started my journey to school via walking reached 6.45 started pasting all sorts of notices and getting ready for the teachers day activities.I was in charge of lawn bowling it was hellish due to one of my followers never came to school fucked up!Instead of just monitoring the game and writing down the scores i have to do the dirty work AND write down the scores at the same time.Not once!but TWICE!!!one for the morning and the other goes for the afternoon!But Afternoon wasnt bad at least i had a chance to sit and just monitor them while writing down the scores.Alot of guys in my school said i look like a Drunkard because my face was all read for no reason wtf.I guess its finally down to the exams time to settle down and study in peace!

Happy mother's day,

2009-05-10T13:46:00.002+08:00

His care towards his mother,
Has open my mind to different angles of point of view,
I have just notice,
How caring can a mother be,
For all the time i have doubted her,
Hate,despise and cursing is the only feeling i have towards her,
He feed her with such care and kindness in his actions,
As the moment carry on the more i witnessed and the more i think,
They may not see it but,
The inside of me is crying as heavy as the clouds's could storm,
On the outside is what remains of me no difference than a stone inside and out,
Time is short on her side,
Do i have enough time to get her to forgive my sins,
I changed after this and another tear breaking moment in my life,
My point of view towards my own mother,
I may not be able to say it in front of you,
But i still love you no matter how much you scold me from now on,
I may hate you but within it there more love where hate comes from,
I will change and be a better man for the sake of my family,
This is not a promise but an oath that i made to myself.

For that i wish a very Happy Mothers Day.

Happy birthday Jo!

2009-05-02T22:52:00.002+08:00

I am glad to announce Happy Birthday Jo!sudah 16 tahun getting sexier as it goes on!

The weather's freaking hot these days i even need to be half naked under the fan to keep me cool EVEN AT NIGHT!Global warming is really taking place.There's really nothing much happening lately just fooling around and doing nothing reading P.S i love you.And of course playing me beauty!

I play to satisfy myself not others.Still struggling on Im yours.

good luck teachers.

2009-05-01T08:21:00.004+08:00

A week has been passed now since the practical teachers took their leave.And its a little quiet-er these days without them.I wish them good fortune for their upcoming school.I still wonder why they wanted to be teachers anyway lol although i have ask for their opinions already it still doesnt satisfy me.

And the present you gave me Ms Lim, it just brighten up my corner alot more!Thanks for the present appreciate it.

I like this corner serve's alot of memories.

Lastly alot happen on the day my practical teachers left i got back home in the evening late as usual and my uncle came back and it was Adlene's Birthday party on that day.On the way back my dad told me my uncle had brought a gift back from kl from my cousin all the way to kuantan thats because his son has a case to settle over here in kuantan yeah another lawyer lol.when i got back i excitedly tear up the wrappings and voila i got this!!!!

Its always what i wanted a digital camera!!!

I never thought i get it because my cousin and i had a deal if i manage to get what i aimed for pmr he would get me a camera when the results are out it didnt fulfill the requirement but yet he still got me one!Thanks a bunch cuz.As for that night its miss Adlene's bight night as she turns six-teen!

Happy sweet 16 retard!

And where's that blog you been longing to make?!Remember to inform us!

Madness

2009-04-17T20:20:00.010+08:00

The picture says it all.Welcome to the post where i show you the lifes of my fellow classmates.The rare species of this particular beings share a pretty unique culture that we humans share of which is that they go to school everyday like we do.

The Guy who is looking straight into your eye's is known as Danger Singh but more oftenly known as prof. horny in my class.He is renowned for his famous arousing stories.
Hi world!

This is a rough view of what we see today in the royal zoo's of Kuantan.They may not look crazy,stupid,smart or absolutely out of their mind now but when its time to hit the train its time to hit the train no mercy will be shown.

Representing the Pure Mongolian species on the left showing its way of respect by showin ones middle finger.
Representing the tribe of Black Mountain Range of Hornyness yet again showing its way of saying hi greeted by a happy face.

The Black Speckty Nigger of the Clan Muthusamy Kaplasanatao-Honda-san

The next species we have the italiano babayaga,demonstrating its Dominance in the Clan.
*precaution steps before approaching, DO NOT GIVE EYE TO EYE CONTACT"

The FIRST BLOOD has been spilled.The first victim of the day.The day where black is smahed to smitherines.Ravaged by the wild beasts of the Clan.

WOOT!GO GO GO!D-A-N-G-E-R S-I-N-G-H DANNNNNNNNNNNGER SINGH!

Happy with the results Chief Of the Italiano Babayaga Gives out a war cry signifying "THE WAR HAS STARTED COME TO PAPA!!!Free hug pl0x?"

Danger Singh goes for his second victim....
"Danger Singh is Owning"
But that overconfidence will lead to an end which is soon to come...

"Hunter Hun-TED"
Overpowered by his own desire he was devoured when he had too much of it.But that has not destroyed him from his everlasting hunger yet it feeds him joy and pleasure.

Owned NO0B!I OWN YOU!I AM T3H GOD!1337-NEZZZZ

1337th Annual Geek's Meeting.
In the meanwhile:
Danger sense's a hot girls prescence near.
Mongo says shut up noob you suck.
Inferno Jack says Morons youre losers get a life assholes.

Hi~ Hunny Bun~

OH-MY-FUCKING-GOD!
YOU HAVE JSUT WASTED 1% OF MY BRAIN CAPACITY AND 4 SECONDS OF MY LIFE YOU SON OF A BITCH!!!

O.O
Put your hands up put your put your hands up in the AYER!!!

Minions.

Alas... Mongo finds his victim and attemps to kill it.

The day can never be too old for this type of animals raised in here....

As i mentioned earlier if you have eye contacts with the Italiano Babaya this is the consequences Raped in agony Sexually harassed in front of thousands.

A days end with the niggers

Aligato-Kazaimasta
oyasumi de-su-ka?

That concludes today's wild zoo tour around the Clan.

BUKA!

2009-04-09T21:24:00.002+08:00

Yes no yes no yes no.Yes!Imma going to the school's BUKA program again as helpers along with 3 other guys in form 4.The BUKA program is for the form 3 and form 5 students where they are given some fun activities to pass their time with,thinking skill sermons and self awareness sermons.But the reason why i really want to go is because school life's short just one more year to go!I really do not want to leave school,but everything has to end at some point so why not make the full use of time and gain as much memories that we can in it!Bitter or sweet i will treasure it when i am out of school thats for sure.Its just like us now thinking of the times when we were just little kids and always wanted to be adults!and the adults always say enjoy your childhood as they want to be kids!Back then we KIDS always thought that being adults are awesome but from where we are going right now we already have a rough vision of hows the adult life gonna be.Gonna be away for 3 days starting from friday.I really enjoyed this week with my brothers eating all sort of food instead of boring old homecook food(though it is healthy).parents are coming back this saturday evening i will be seeing them on sunday till then.

Me favourite shot!

Nil

2009-04-08T05:01:00.002+08:00

Ahhh have been TOTALLY enjoying myself with my brothers(oddly).Parents are away for a week and its day 4 that they are away now they'll be back soon then all the fun's gonna be gone again ahh crap well everything has its endings.Alright back to the point, I've been going crazy over food over this one week period where my brother will take us out with his car(i'm lucky for once that i have a brother which can drive lol).Just last night we had 3 pieces of KFC chicken each,cheesy wedges and one large coleslaw butbutbutbutBUT! it doesnt end there!We added in some other junks to spice up our dinner so we went to bought some dumplings!And theres "Siew Yuk" ready at home.Oddly when we reach back i just remembered that the hall possesses an air-conditioner but we haven't been using it like forever so we took this opportunity to let it do its miracle!When its chow time i kind of got full on my 2nd chicken piece Lol i still stuffed the rest into my stomach i guess that explains why im so fat.Well thats that and my sleeping habit has changed for the worst during them away i sleep around 1 everyday and wakes up at 5 the next thing getting ready for school blame the faggot early bus lol.Exams coming!!!!i wonder what mischievous results lies ahead!!!And currently im getting my ass hooked up with this book

The darling buds of May

2009-04-07T00:01:00.004+08:00

Deprive Reminiscence

May or may not the law abides it,
Bells by the countryside ringing along the breeze,
The sound of wave's overlapping one another,
seagull's soaring around every ocean,
Thou as the winds of sorrow surrounds the void,
Evermore the lust groans from its own desire,
Just as a gust to a tempest back to forth,
The wind shall guide you,
Never to look back where the damp resides,
To move,to move,To Move,
Where the growth have halted,
To where it will lead them next.

days keep on going

2009-04-05T00:57:00.003+08:00

Cheng meng today damn beat up!Started from 10 till 10 AT NIGHT had lunch and dinner with them and wander around with them.Well!!!LOOK AT THE BRIGHT SIDE MY PARENTS ARE GONE FOR

ONE WEEK!!!WOOHOOO!
rm200 up for use!gonna spend it on food food food!bad thing is i dont think my two bro's are up to this stuffs switching off the fan after use and all totally hopeless especially the younger one.

Not that bad

2009-04-02T05:20:00.002+08:00

Finally!judgment day is over!!!Results came in we lost but that didn't really matter as i think i did my role OK-ly during the debate.Our oponents were SMK SEMSAS to be honest of what they say that they're good and all but from what i've experienced in my opinion they aren't that good so good luck AFZAN! you will be facing them next beat them!!!MGSS won their first round and lost to SABS on the following round at least they won once congratulations MGSS debate team!Congrats to the MGSS choir team you got 2nd place.As for liew we hope you get your JPA scholarship.last but not least the singh of the school THE SYMBOL OF OUR SOCIETY which will never be the same if it were'nt because of him Parvesh! congratulations to you as well you got number 10 out of 21 overall lol pretty good for a first timer dont ya think.I want to join more debate competitions!!!the lust!Anyways i've seen ALOT! of familiar faces in the debate competition from mgss,alor akar to afzan really had fun talking to you guys!

debatedebatedebate

2009-03-31T20:12:00.002+08:00

Its been such a long time that this place has been left to dust and rot.Well i dont really have much time on my hands these days especially when it comes to homework,exams,interact stuffs and the lastest one DEBATE!i can say at the time being debate's the one which suck up most of my time.Firsts first need to clean up the house aunt's will be paying a visit for "cheng beng".Moral folio picture's and so on.Life's never "better".Well as for the debate we will be facing SMK SEMSAS as our first oponent they say SEMSAS is one of the best school's well im up for the challenge although its my first time i am confident with my preparations and looking foward towards it!

scammed.

2009-03-19T01:08:00.002+08:00

To the hell with it got my time scammed BIG TIME.A phone call from parvesh saying that there's some debate practice in school and he needed the point award scheme from me so off i went.And there i was in school went into the hall passed the paper to the teacher and guess what i heard.Alright this wraps it up we'll continue tomorrow WHAT THE FUCK MAN I WENT ALL THE WAY AND THIS IS WHAT I GOT BACK IN RETURN JUST FUCK IT REALLY FUCK IT.And i dont know what in the world is going on people doing stuffs without being informed and all and i wasnt a part of it this is just plain pathetic.Girls will never understand them.

Chinese

2009-03-17T22:16:00.002+08:00

Perfection,perfection and PERFECTION.That's all the modern day society of Chinese parents only brag about.The hopes within them upon a child is always high and EVEN if we manage to fulfill their expectation its still always not enough.The common attitude which lies in every Chinese parents.Why can't we just take on life a little easy for a moment and see whats going on around you and try to understand one another from their point of view by putting yourself in their shoes.

Anyways!Revolution is on its way people!

Hectic.

2009-03-12T22:41:00.002+08:00

As you all know today's the day where every form 5 students of 2008 return to their former school's to receive their SPM Certs.Before that actually happen the prefects of saint Thomas had a really big job to carry on.One is mainly because of the Primary side of Saint Thomas which are having their sports there where their parents will be present at that particular day so for those children of fathers or mothers of the education executive they WILL BE PRESENT and might even pay our school a visit,because of that our principle went haywire yesterday and halted all lessons till 12 in the afternoon.Well at least the most impotant subject wasn't missed out!Add Math Lol.Alright the principle today went haywire again in the very morning he discovered that our class was a little dirty BOOM the volcano has erupted!So he said if he wants to complaint dont complaint to him but complaint to the afternoon session wtf!why us,we did all the cleaning and they're dirtying our shit! now they can just walk away like that oh just fuck it.So while picking up some papers on the floors i took my file and went striaght out for a short prefect meeting just to get the hell out of the class!Everything according to plan was going on smoothly it was carried out around 9.15 where all the morning prefects of saint thomas burst and scattered out to their posts sticking their ass to where they should be and STAYING there (i hope so).I things went O-K the newbie prefects are still kind of soft.Running here and there with my long sleeves and blazer on with the tie tied neatly on the collar,conclusion is im bathing in sweat under my blazer!Well,after all of that is over time to meet our old seniors!Liew,Cky,Joshua,Hong,Alfred and lots more crazy guys!It's the time that we've all been waiting for the anouncement of the best spm candidate!As expected it was Liew a whopping 11A1 and 1A2.The others scored some spectcular results as well.You truly have made saint thomas proud guys.After that everything finally settled down at last so there was around 1hour+ of free period where teachers are having a metting.So that probably ends it.

Student Exchange!

2009-03-05T19:57:00.002+08:00

A week back then the student exchange program hosted by AFS has came to our school once again!This time we heard from a chinese guy from air putih whom went for an exchange student program in Japan.He told us lot's of stories regarding how extraordinary his esperience was back then in Japan it was truly undescribe-able by words only can be experienced by ourself.I guess i wanna give it a shot this year since i ask my aunt about this program and incredibly she encourages it!!!She said she's gonna sponsor me if i do get choosen!From the list given i think im only interested in New Zealand,but Japan is a nice place too with all the high-tech gizmo where all my gaming needs comes from THAT particular country.I guess communication might be a problem as Japanese kinda well... just speaks japanese.Still, i would prefer an english based country.Hopefully i'll get a place!

Higher Ground and Interact

2009-03-01T18:52:00.002+08:00

Higher Ground

This was my first time going for the Higher Ground event and my first time entering GCC as well.To make sure i'm not lost i ask someone there around so happen Yan Wen was there.And i was at the right place alright phew.Went in and met Shin Wei all the way from KL lol Jeremy chew,Jasher,Jeremy Yap,Jordan and Hendriq.Chit chatted with em it's been a while since i've seen them and it certaintly gives a good feeling to see them again.Soon later the main event took part the band was in place Yan Wen and Jordan are one of the singers lol.As for the band they have a pretty nice set up a Strummer (acoustic guitar),a lead (electric guitar), a base(electric base guitar),a keyboard player and to complete it a drummer in the end.Since it was my first time when the father did some prayers and everyone was lieing down i was kind of freaked out as it was my first time seeing such things.Everything ended very early around 10.30 went downstairs and had some cake.Went to Midnight Food Centre later with jordan and the rest.Keegan Joined us that night as well.And jordan sure can eat alot!Soon everything ended went back home at 12 brother fetched me from satay zul.Then i used the computer to 1.30 for unknown reasons just idling there doing nothing.And my oh my i got an early day tomorrow which is 7.30!

Interact Odd Job

Manage to woke up at 6.50 dang my alarm on my phone didn't work!Luckily i woke up before 7.15.In that small amount of time i gathered up all the things for the odd job changed and excitedly wait for parvesh to fetch me over to Pantai Selamat.Soon everyone was there and i was getting very exited to see who will earn the most money for this year's odd job!at 8 sharp we marched!Unfortunately the first house that i was about to enter was outstation dang!our chance of being no1 is even slimmer now.So we decided to head over to marcus's grandma's house to do some cleaning up.And my oh my the little devil there of marcus sure knows how to boss people around she totally boss the crap out of me.We spent 2 hours there and earned our first green!Rm60 woot!Oh ya they treated us breakfast too!Second house was marcus's own house lol.We spend our odd job by washing cars there.We washed a total of 7 cars! and one BOAT!The way we washed the cars are truly fast and efficent in my opinion.There are 5 of us so ONE TAKE THE LEFT,ONE TAKE THE RIGHT,ONE TAKE THE FRONT I TAKE THE BACK AND ONE TAKE THE HOST AND SHOWER THE CAR!I guess it took us 6 minute to wash a car completely.In the end we earned 80 bucks!So total our group have is RM140.Whle washing the boat Munis group joined ours then we walked around then we found ourself exausted!So we decided to head to midnight food centre to have cendol.So we spent the reat of our 40 minutes reasting wited till 12.30 pang came later and handed in over the money and receipt book.Parvesh group earned RM160 dang just 20 behind!i guess my group is got 3rd place this year haha.BUT I WILL BE PREPARED FOR NEXT YEAR'S ODD JOB!

Did you know

2009-02-19T21:26:00.002+08:00

That there are 7 mathematical problems which are yet to be solved?
One was solved just not long ago on the year of 2002 by a Russian
So practicly there are 6 mathematical problems left or should i say millennium prize problems.
The reason its called millennium prize problems is because whoever that manages to solve one of the problems will be awarded 1million U.S. Dollars.
For more information search it yourself.

a second thought,

2009-02-19T00:02:00.002+08:00

Being a lawyer was all i wanted since i was young till now.
But i don't even know why i wanted to be a lawyer in the first place.
Will i be happy doing a lawyer's job?
After a little thinking i'm considering something thats close to me to work with.
Perhaps Animation and graphic designing?
Why its probably because a question where my elder brother is talking about his job.
Although the job offers a better pay but i'm not happy with it whats the point.
Choices choices choices!!!

bitch bitch bitch!

2009-02-10T19:00:00.002+08:00

HEY!!!IT WAS SERENE'S BIRTHDAY YESTERDAY!!!
WELL HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIATCH!
THOUGH YOURE IN HAWT 16-TEEN BUT YOURE STILL NOT PRETTY
AND I WANT A PRESSIE FOR WISHING YOU YOUR BIRTHDAY!!!
BY TYPING YOUR NAME HERE AGAIN IT HAS INCREASED YOUR POPULARITY BY A MERE 0.00001%!!!

seriously i think this is just a waste of time lol.oh well.

A day out with my gay mate's

2009-02-08T17:08:00.002+08:00

Its kinda weird that after 4 years being classmates with them and only started hanging out with them for the first time today lol.Well its a day out with parvesh(singh),rafael(orang asli) and munis(indian) now that you mentione it its berbilang kaum were such true malaysian!Malaysia Boleh!But truth still lies in racism the spirit of so called perkauman cannot be resolve.We watched

Pink Panther 2

After the movie as usual settled down for food then went off goofing around.THEN a friend from international school showed up,RAINIER.WE guys knew that there was something up with him.Rumors of him found his soul mate.But rumors aren't enough to satisfy us so all four of us cornered him and started questioning him.Even after one hour of the same question he still didn't spill the beans.His movie was about to start so we let him go.Oh ya stumbled into TENGKU,he was sexay as ever with his irresistable accent.Oh ya and i got this movie back at megamall.

yup.The Sleeping Dictionary where jessica alba plays a role in it.

Thats it!

its been sometime

2009-02-05T20:20:00.003+08:00

As the title says.This blog is practically dead.Reasons are:

*Cant coup up with school

*Stay backs makes it impossible to have anytime for myself

*Loads of activities in school especially the chess society

*Brother hogging the computer

*Homework,homework and homework!

*The god damn internet sucks

i am sure there are more which can only be expressed by actions.

As for Chinese New Year nothing much happen as everything is happening in KL and i'm stuck here.I got a total of 5 ang pao's for this year amazingly.Well thats that,i'm very excited about the school's project actually."Chess for all,Chess for life"thats the slogan for Saint Thomas now.There are alot of things to do which really interests me at the same time like,taking over sivik period in the afternoon session for a chess briefing telling them the benefits and how to play chess.It might seem boring to others but im interested in seeing the younger generations lol.To be honest the younger generations are getting nerder and nerder and shorter.I wonder was i that short back then in form 1?What interests me is that my friend said he discovered the second generation of OUR KIND(the stupid,crazy,idiotic,pain in the ass,horny,foul-mouthed,gays!) so i want to see it for my own eyes!Although, Saint Thomas is gonna be wiped out in maybe 3 years time i really want to make something out of this school in that time and not the lousy image that saint thomas now have.Thats about all signing off.

Requested by S-E-R-E-N-E the retard!
There!your name is there!

Chinese New Year is near

2009-01-22T19:32:00.002+08:00

Almost there!!!Just left with some Bio and Chemistry work left to do and im free!!!After 3 weeks of JAILS WITH BOOKS!its finally a time to settle down and DO NOTHING!well,not exactly can finally read my books(some stupid dating book and another is how to get a girl lol).Time to read my Singapore True Ghost stories series!!!As for the new form 4 subjects LOVE ADD MATHS!!!It may be hard sometime but once you got the solution it gives a feeling of victory!!!Physics is ok as there is mathematics involved too!Where there's number i'll love it!Chemistry is ok got the first 20 periodic table elements.Biology whoa it seems there there is alot to remember.And for accounts im taking tuitiojn for it yes TUITION its my first ever tuition that i've took in my whole life!Mondays 5 till 7 Mr. Leong's class ok lah the theory seem to be going fine for me lol Krissie is there!as well as my other crazy classmate.Got a CNY card from Hannah Thank you darling lol!

Krissie Adlene and nana i miss hanging out with you guys lol

Form 4

2009-01-16T20:28:00.002+08:00

Argh form 4 life is just sooo...
Words cant describe it.Come to think of it the last 3 years was WAY ALOT better in terms of freedom.I barely have time for myself with all the homework piling up non-stop!!!We were given a task to memorize the poem The Road Not Taken a week ago so and was given 2 week to memorize it then suddenly out of the blue the principal came in and rushed the date to the next day which is yesterday.And it was a pretty bad day indeed there were LOADS of homework even doing our homework whole day i can say we still cant finish it!Whats there to talk if i spent my wholeday doing homework without any interruptions from 4 till 7,8.30 till 10 and THERES STILL WORK!!!the worst comes we need to MEMORIZE THE POEM!!!oh and i got sick on that particular day love my luck.First time getting sick of the year 2009.I can say majority of us didn't memorize it.So the principal got very angry due that we had not archieve his expectations.So we got a little lecturing then he left.So we were given time to memorize our poem in a 24 hour duration which ends today.Luckily there weren't any homework thank god!If someone like me without tuitions not occupied at all spends all my time doing homework and cant finish it what about the others with loads of tuition.got to be hell indeed.So today was the day to recite the poem instead he told us to wrote the whole poem down.crap.I pity my friend munis though he has too much work to memorize so he gotta recite the poem in the assembly.He's the secretary for the chess club,leader of our physics group and chemistry group as well.As for my public speaking it was alright at least i tried.Spoke spontaniously a piece of my mind like i wanted.Kinda nervous in front of so many students for the first time.I doubt the students of saint thomas even understands simple english.

school.

2009-01-08T17:19:00.010+08:00

School's started.Went into science stream like i wanted discussed with my cousins what stream should i take and all turns out to be it doesnt matter until you hit University.2nd day is already a killer loads of Add Maths work,it made me do Add Math wholeday till 12 in the midnight lol.Alright now thats over time for another task which is....PUBLIC SPEAKING.Its gonna be a topic bout chess.Ahhh i have 20+ papers to go through about studies of chess and what are the benefits and THEN write a script for it tomorrow as i will be checking it with my add maths teacher Pn.Khor the best teacher EVER!!!Gonna be doing it all on monday so its...3 days left and counting.Today the registration for clubs,sports and uniform unit started for the morning session this time my fellow saint johnners and i were really strict bout it those who are freaking entering must take the exam.I sense long long long staybacks gonna happen in a few weeks time.I doubt the afternoon session's registration for their curicullum activities has yet started because for the form1 their orientation has just started yesterday.Gotta extract information from the principal bout when they are gonna register so that i could monitor those who are entering saint john NOT IDIOTS WHO JUST JOIN SAINT JOHN TO WEAR THE SHIRT AND THINK THAT SAINT JOHN IS A TOTALLY LAZY UNIFORM UNIT WHERE NO ACTIVITES ARE CARRIED OUT.Alrighty im done here signing out.

New year

2009-01-04T01:38:00.004+08:00

Surfs up its 2009!!!

Well my goals for this year are:

#Bringing up Saint Thomas's Saint John squad back on track
#Earning the rights to enter and WIN the Saint John National Competition.
#Being ONE of the top students.
#Be a more responsible prefect.
#Holding the place Head Prefect for the morning session of Saint Thomas's Prefect Department.
#Holding the place President for Interact Club of Saint Thomas.
#Throwing a successful International Understanding Night a.k.a. I.U.Night
#Learn the ways of a guitar.
#Learn the ways of a Public Speaker for my school.
#Learn some cantonese/chinese if possible.
#Change my sucky family environment.
#Get my ass to black belt in taekwondo.

Well thats about it.Nothing much to write.

***MARINA!!!ITS THE YEAR OF THE MOO MOO OMG!!!!MOOOOMOOMOOMOOO!!!

ill miss it.

2008-12-27T03:06:00.002+08:00

Lets not be sad because it ended.Smile because it happen the crazy times we have and share.It's better this way i assume.For now we don't have anything to hide from each other.Everything is clear for the both of us.I'm letting it go so that you can pursue for what you desire not being a rock thats in your way.When i said this is the last time i call you sister.My eye's watered up and tears came down.Indeed i will miss the word sister as you are the first and only one whom i call sister.

more memories.

2008-12-21T03:10:00.007+08:00

Ahhh its been some time now since i went into maple!Well its because i dont have anything to do with it anymore lol so yeah quitted last december 2007!So today!!!i went into maple along with MY MAN!LEE LIAK PEIR aka MilkMo0n aquilla please add if youre interested single sexy 15 going 16.Below are the screen shots that we have taken.

One of the many memories i have during in maple this was taken in the year of 2006.

MO MOO MO MO MOOO!!MARINA FOR US YAY!!!MAY THE COW BE WITH US!

No matter how much i love you

I will still hate you.

In assosiation with Lee representing the SELAK CLAN!

You two stupid retards dont believe fine here's the prove!!!lalalaal

Well thats all nothing much.

Happy Faces

2008-12-19T19:33:00.001+08:00

The hearts and happy faces of students after finishing their SPM examination.

mother.

2008-12-19T02:55:00.001+08:00

A mother's touch

His care towards his mother,
Has open my mind to different angles of point of view,
I have just notice,
How caring can a mother be,
For all the time i have doubted her,
Hate,despise and cursing is the only feeling i have towards her,
He feed her with such care and kindness in his actions,
As the moment carry on the more i witnessed and the more i think,
They may not see it but,
The inside of me is crying as heavy as the clouds's could storm,
On the outside is what remains of me no difference than a stone inside and out,
Time is short on her hand,
Do i have enough time to get her to forgive my sins,
I changed after this and another tear breaking moment in my life,
My point of view towards my own mother,
I may not be able to say it in front of you,
But i still love you no matter how much you scold me from now on,
I may hate you but within it there more love where hate comes from,
I will change and be a better man for the sake of my family,
This is not a promise but an oath that i made to myself.

9 more days lol

2008-12-19T01:47:00.004+08:00

Woke up at 1 in the afternoon today.Results of sleeping at 5am in the morning.Alright asked mom whats for lunch she said nothing so its practicly self-service.Took out 10 ringgit put it right into my wallet told my dad imma off to lunch daddy!Oook was thinking of having a mamak lunch which is mee rojak with cendol to top it off since there's a cendol stall there.Started my walk right when i was about to pass my grandma's house my uncle called me over.Talk a lil then he called me in.He seems to be chopping wood?Well he told me the story behind it which is because the wood that he's chopping into tiny and thin pieces is to let it dry under the sun then boil it with water.The water will be drink after doing so.WHY?Because he found out that THAT particular wood actually heals his long suffered knee illness which has been with him over 7 years.Incredibly he finally found a cure!awesome!Oh ya, he trated me with uhhh "chee yuk kon" its those dried pork meat that we usually have during chinese new year.Alright nothing much there he gave me a passion fruit afterwards.And it tasted good!a mixture of sweet and sour!Its my first ever passion fruit i ever had haha looks like my decision to stay isnt wrong!Hmm then he made a cup of uhhh honey water?poured it into a bottle then he told me that he's gonna see his mom(my grandma) in the old folks home.Since i never seen her for quite a while and never actually been to the place i decided to go along with him.Cmon its paying respect to the elders!Alright off we go!He drove to a restaurant called Khalis something to buy the special tosai that they serve for the workers in the old folks home.Too bad the restaurant was close.So he just drove along to places just to kill some time before we went to the old folks home since its only open to visitors at 2.30p.m.It looks like the old folks home is located near satay zul.Its been more than 6 months since i've been up close with my grandma i remember her very well when i was a young chap she used to gift me tons of pocket money to buy candy and stuffs.Thinking back of those moments just put a smile on my face.Her kindness is something that cant be replaced with.To see that my uncle is so sincere to my grandma im very touched indeed though she's old and causes nothing good but truoble he still cares for her so much.... she has an illness which makes her forget things very quickly and over time she forgets more even who she is perhaps.Ever since i came back from Kl i've been more patient with my mom and doing things that she asks regardless of mood.It turns out that she's treating me better in return as well.I'm dissapointed on myself as well im so ashamed that i cant understand much of cantonese.Since thats what my uncle and grandma speaks to me... I wish i know cantonese...After spending half an hour with granny my uncle took me out for lunch at Old Town Kopitiam trying out their white coffee not really special in my opinion just average and had koay tiaw soup.Thats about it for my day.

You babi dont get so emo lah.I wasnt in a good mood in the first place thats why i dont want to chat.

40th interact district conference.

2008-12-18T01:13:00.008+08:00

Well it's maybe late for this but argh who cares.Woke up early on that morning.Double checked everything that i had to bring along and my own things.Everything seems to be there time to head over to the bus station!Went over to Mei Chee since she's the first one there later followed up by Pavi,Mohanes,Komala,Kaminees and the others came later.Meet up with the rotarians that we saw during the leadership camp which includes Rotarian Ho,Rotarian Rizal,Rotarian Chia and some more others.Got news from him that my cousin from Japan was coming back to Malaysia soon.Soon everyone was there bags into the store of the bus everyone up in the bus ready to go!LETS GET THE JOURNEY GOING BABEH!!!

Ok the bus trip was entirely boring.SINCE THIS IS MY FUCKING BLOG I AM HERE TO VOICE OUT WHAT I THINK OF THE FUCKING BUS TRIP.I feel is it like totally up to them to pick the fucking positions in the bus?THE REST OF THE GANG ARE BEHIND THE BUS WHILE PAVI MUNIS AND I ARE THE FRONT ONES.I pity pavi as this is his FIRST and LAST conference trip that he will be having.Quietly in front there with NO entertainment but his phone listening to musics and gazing into the boring road IS THIS EVEN FAIR?OH RIGHT LIFE'S UNFAIR FUCK IT THEN.The rest are behind talking talking talking happily with one another.AWW WHAT A LOVELY SIGHT AINT IT???Oh man since its their time to rule it has their name all over on the seats which their particular group are in.Fine let it be since it's their year ill be patient and not nag about it anymore since its already enough.COOL DOWN JOHNNY!

Arrived in Klang around 1 i guess then we freaking waited under the bus station under some shelter there.We waited around 30 mins for the other bus to pick us up to Kompleks Rakan Muda.Alright were there yay for us!Check-in right away got our junk food,caps,notebook,pen and all sort of other junks!Alright got our participant cards.

After thats done time to find our group since were late so yeah we gotta go around asking this marks the very beginning of the conference that i have been long awaited for yeah!Went around asking asking asking...finally found E3!!!!Alright the group was pretty no VERY! quiet indeed what the hell not like what i expected!!!the interactors who went there were so timid not all there are A FEW very prominent ones.Alright time to get down to business they gave me a weird stare then i just settled down without much problem with their tiger stares which might give some of you all the creeps.Ok they ask for an intro so an intro i shall give them.Names john im holding the post of I.U. director for this year from kuantan the school of Saint Thomas.Done!without problems at all the others just wow... clapped lol~.Alright then we discussed about our cheer cry asking opinions from one another and wtf!!!I am really disappointed only around 4 including me gave suggestions and the only ones who had the WILL of an INTERACTOR.No offense for other interactors but you came for the sake to interact with other interactors from another corner of a district right?you came all the way down here just to be QUIET?thats no way to enjoy this once in a life time opportunity at all is it?Once thats over there's a guy from Victoria Institute demonstrated his school dance and wow it was certainly unique!thumbs up for ya!But too bad we cant use it for our cheer since its STRICTLY forbidden by his school seniors.Alright after all the blabberings over we headed outside and started shouting like idiots and more opinions coming in and a few more guys came in thank god they were able to talk at least!Our cheer cry was
E!E=excellent!
C!C=courage!
H!H=honour!
O!O=OMBAK!?!?!?(wave)wtf lol!

30 minutes passed so everybody check into their respective dormitory.check in check in put things then were off to our next slot.done here done that time for tea break!That night there was a comedy show conducted by Rotarian Ravinder Singh.Well he certaintly gave the crowd a big laugh but i wasnt really laughing AT ALL i guess im someone who's hard to come by eh?After all of thats over supper back to the dormitry chit chat with my room mates which are Jana,Man Hou and Alvin new friends awesome guys!Light out at 1.

2nd day
Woke up around 5.30 i think went to bath brush teeth etc done here done that poof time for breakfast!OH YA THERES ONE THINK TO NOTIFY IS THAT THANK GOD THE FOOD HERE IS MUCH MUCH MUCH MORE BETTER THAN THE FUCKING ONES WE HAD IN OUR LEADERSHIP CAMP BACK IN KUANTAN IN AMANSARI RESORT IT WAS BAD ENOUH I HAD TO RESOLVE IT TWICE.After breakfast its time to get back our asses into the hall and listen to lectures.hooray....But this time there was a band yes a band!boys brigade of some school performed some song one of them is keranamu malaysia the rest i have totally no idea.Spectacular performance indeed i wish to see my neighbouring school mgs's band in action as well lol.Then the vip's came in along with 13 flags i think with each interactor from their respecting state carrying their state flag ours was carried by Suk Fek from sabs.After that they called out each of the following interactors accordingly to their states after being called out corresponding interactors will stand up and give a cheer followed by a clap by the audience of interactors.In the afternoon we were given one of the most troublesome task of all the business challenge where we will try to convince some investors upon our project.It was really tough for my team as the spirits were very low and very quiet i felt pity for the group leader as she had to to everything by herself and tried over and over again to raise the teams spirit.We were discussing too much on something that we didn't go crazy on our idea's.When it was the presentation i totally look up on group A's presentation.It was spectacular especially the exchange students use of language.He was from Australia names Christ Harvey.Then we were forced onto some lame game.done that supper went into the dormitry chit chat boom lights out.

3rd/last day
Ahhh its the last day... it was pretty sad as i got to leave all my friends for now.But it wasnt so soon yet.Washed up had breakfast then we went into our dormitry pack our bags took out the bed sheets and pillow sheets and gave it to the receptionist.Called into the hall without knowing we have check out yet or not we hesitately went to the receptionist to do so luckily we did it because we havent checked out yet.Well on the last day there's not much happening just voicing out our points of view on the conference AND problems faced by the interact club.After thats over one of the rotarians promised some interactor that she will dance along with ALL the other rotarians so they all went on stage and started dancing dj used "i like to move it move it" sound track which is heard in the movie of madagascar 2.Finally everything came to an end where we had to set farewell to our friends here and move on to our boring holidays back again.But thats not all.... i DIDN'T went back home instead i stayed on in KL!with my aunt.Well thats another story people will be posting about it later.

Badges that i collected throughout this year and during the conference.
Not much but they bare great memories in them!

She said

2008-12-15T20:22:00.013+08:00

Shen an I'm breaking up with you!
LIVE!
I HATE U.
babi, how could u. you broke my heart into a millon pieces.
asshole, babi. heart breaker.
HATE HATE HATE.
did u know how much i love you?
did u ever spare a thought for me?ever.
the times we had together. were they all just fun and games to you?
than why did u had to make it all so real, gave me false hope so i can fall so deeply in love with you.
IDIOT! i can't ever hate you though how hard i tried to.

this is ~~not~~ real, ~~but only a crap post~~.

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Fine you idiot!Be that way who cares!
And you said im the special one pfft!
Go die lah you i don't ever want to see your bitchy face again.
You have done nothing but only giving me nightmares.
To think that you truly loved me for who i really am.
IM SUCH A BLIND FOOL TO LOVE SOMEONE LIKE YOU.
Oh who would even spare a thought towards a bitch like you?
Love me?
You despise me more than you ever loved me.
Cant hate me even if you tried?
Well good luck suffering there bitch.
No one cares for you EVER
Get a life whore.

happy birthday Mei Cheeeeeeeeeeeee

2008-12-14T22:39:00.000+08:00

Featuring Lim Mei Chee!!!
One of the leng lui's of mgs
And ALSO one of the Blur-est girls around mgs!!!
It has been 365 days complete on today which is the day you were born.
So.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAH ISH!!!!LOL!
If anyone is interested please visit her one and only blog!

Hong's bday bash

2008-12-14T02:03:00.001+08:00

Presenting Hong's birthday party bash!!!Its just a group photo lol.Lazy to explain lah a picture speaks a thousand words.

Great memories.

2008-12-14T00:25:00.001+08:00

Great great times we had during the iu night.Two more years.Just two more years and all of this will end.Oh how i wish it wouldn't end that soon.I've been thinking after getting a degree,getting a job,got married,have children then what else is there to do.Maybe i've been thinking too much.Is this all that we humans are to do after everything's archieved whats next.

unknown cravings

2008-12-14T00:10:00.000+08:00

Ahhh the holidays its gonna end soon then the form 4 life starts!Well before that happen's im having a strong craving for food these days like for an instance im craving for tau fu fa,satay,cendol,rojak,those malay food and kuih's!!!cha siew pao and lots more!Man next week's gonna be a week of food!where i walk around kuantan searching for nice food lol well if its affordable that is!!!

I guess i wont be online much these days due to my brother REALLY controlling the computer at times and i will be probably with the ps2 playing back my games and finishing it and playing NEW games!!!So the blog wont be updating much as it is like it used to be.

games.

2008-12-13T23:36:00.000+08:00

Rating:9/10

Crisis Core takes you into a place far before the actual story of Final Fantasy 7 where everything before Final Fantasy 7 is revealed.The story is about a SOLDIER named Zack.A devoted SOLDIER which dream to be a Hero."Keeping your Honour" and "Embrace your dream" these are the two most memorable quote's in the game.Soon later it was found out that a 1st class SOLDIER deserted Shinra for his own goals not long after that incident Angeal, the senior to Zack too deserted Shinra.The story slowly unfolds as you venture on further into the game.For some reason i am not satisfied with the game yet.As for the ending it is indeed a very touching one.Someone who served an organization so well but in the end only longed for freedom just got hunted down by huntsmen.Their relationship,Zack and Aerith was truly a sad one as it has been 4 years since he had last seen her and she had sent him 89 letters only the 89th which is the last one came to him.It was delivered by a beast protecting the chruch where the flowers were.While the other 88 letters are with the TURKS.Fighting with every bit of strength left within him to safe Cloud and hoping to return to Midgar to see Aerith again but he couldn't he was outnumbered by the amount of soldiers.It is indeed a heart breaking moment for the ending.The reason im giving it a 9 out of 10 is because the side quests are the same with the same objectives nothing to spice up the game.This is a game you want to get and for those Final Fantasy 7 die hard fans out there like me this is a must have.The ending gave me tears.

Rating:10/10

God of War has always been a game of pure action with blood,gore and never a moment to get back your breath as the action keeps coming.The story is about Kratos or also known as the Ghost of Sparta serving the gods of Olympus hoping that they will ease him from the nightmares that he is having.As the story goes on the action keeps getting more intense than it is with more magical relics that he acquire to aid him on his journey the battle's are a blast and makes you coming for more.It is a game not to be missed.

Back,maybe

2008-12-09T22:56:00.000+08:00

Its been some time since my last blog entry.Ahhh i guess i wont be going online much lately since my brother will be in possession of the computer most of the time... addicted to the game maple.Anyways, the conference was nice for me as i got to meet a lot of people there all over malaysia from government school to international school interactors meet up.Im just too lazy to write about it ill just leave it for now.

taken by the pro cameraman which was our room mate,JANA!!!our new gay family!!!

i dont have much in mind now as im stuck to the psp with the game FINAL FANTASY CRISIS CORE!!!!its been hmm 4 days of playing now any my play time for the game is 32 hours wow i played alot lol.imma final fantasy fanboy dont mind me.

joylel

2008-11-20T14:49:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow's the interact conference.
Time to get ready for what lies ahead.
ahhhh!
Just to notify you all will be staying in KL for a few days after the conference.
Will be staying with my aunt.
Taking my time to explore KL i do hope i can explore the malls there as i have NEVER been to the malls in kl before.

I'm not good at this if you were to read this im just sorry sister.Things just happen.Were not close as were used to be that's the fact.I love the letters that you write to me although you think its meaningless.Waiting every week the day after your tuition ends hoping to get a letter from you.Though i refer you as sister here and chats we used to have last time but i still cant say the word sister comfortably in front of you just don't know why.Thank you and sorry.

Blood man!!!

2008-11-16T22:45:00.001+08:00

Ahhh back from the camp a 2day 1 night camp.It is the camp where skilled and choosen ones will go.Well not really.Started of early in the morning packed up my luggage and walked to mgs car park meet up with the dudes and the mgs leng luis and the leng zai and leng lui's of sabs Lol!After thats done we went to breakfast with the rotarians getting there with their car.It was suppose to be some dusun resort i think but they changed their mind last minute so it was TO AMANSARI RESORT!Yeah brings back memories!During my school's BUKA project.

best picture ever!!!

Alright enough with that.Upon reaching there we were given a short briefing and all introduction of the Rotarian's bla bla bla then next its to the hall where we are scrambled into perspective groups.My group was with Man Keith(monkey),Marina-sdc,J.J wong,Mon Yie,Black Navin and 3 temerloh guys.hmmm the first slot was about drugs.yes drugs the ones that we hear all the time in school.We were treated with a show of "mat rempits" thats what we call them in malaysia or in another word is stupididioticdaredevils.Ahhh i dont remember much.After the talk was almost over the temerloh guys and girls arrived 13 of em whoah beat us saint thomas guys where we have 10 members present MGS with 7 followed by the elite team of SABS leaded by keegan and his 5 other merry men.After the lecture we were given a short break where we check into our rooms and lunch thank god its not the same room i was in before!!!We were reminded to be in the hall at 2.00p.m. SHARP then a certain V.I.P. Came in late with style!Keegan known as mr 5 past 2 lol!Punctuality!then one of the rotarians talked about economics lol inflation,deflation,rish,asset,liability etc.After that a rotarian from a certain far place came all the way from i dont know where to our camp here in kuantan lol.He called out a volunteer and who knew it was the one sitting beside me miss MARINA AZMI!!!she was given a paper then faced to the wall showing her back on us then started giving is directions on what to draw on our paper.After that he called out another one and it was LAME MEI CHEE this time!!!!the blood bank lol!Man and was she BLUR!!!not to mentione her GANAS-ness LOL!!!She can be a great teacher she told us to shut our asses off in front of us with her blurness lol!power power!Had our tea break then its off to beach games!Oh my it was i think 10 legged race lol!!!the group that we are arranged to gotta tie our legs together with the one beside us i'm overpowered by Marina and Black Navin lol my legs hurt on both sides.too bad we lost the next game was using anything thats on our body to make the longest straight line we can even use our body.Keegan's team forfeited so the rotarians declare the 3 other teams that played the game from the start till the end winners!and Keegan's team is the only loser.They had to do a full run maybe just 100m distance lol.Then another game where 4 representitive from each group will play it the game will be running to a pole then doing a 360 x 5 turns i think then going back to the group and tag the other guy and continue till its done.Lose in the end as well lol then we went to the beach to wet ourself woohoo!After all of the entertaiment is over we went back this time to the pool!yeah! theres still some more partay!Navin and Izmir challenged each other with the awesomeness of Navin he was defeated by Izmir.Went into our room it was freaking cold!!!Washed up dinner lecture about the role of the president,treasurer,secretary and club service.It made me realise its REALLY hard to make it a perfect interact club where everything is running smoothly.I hope i can do it in the coming year.Oh ya not to mentione free Vico drinks!!!Cheers!!!during one of the presentations that night JJ Wong always have a very sad facial expression most of the time oddly lol.after the dinner i had a chat with rotarian rizal and ho with munis.Talked about careers and appreciation and the younger generations this days and his experiences.Suddenly he mentione Eric Yap yes!ERIC YAP!!!THAT PERSON!!!IS MY COUSIN ALL THE WAY BACK IN JAPAN OMG!!!i couldnt believe my ears.So eventually i got to know more about my cousin through him was glad that i came to the camp without it i may not know that much about my cousin which is all the way back in japan i've only met him once which was when i was a young lad age 9 in kl attending my cousin's marriage so practicly its 6 years back then long enough for me lol.I didnt join the other guys and girls in their slumber party i was very tired after rotarian ho and i finished our talk i went into my room right away and slept.The next morning got up at 6.30 freezed to death by the air-cond washed up went to the beach almost 7 too bad we couldnt see the sunrise the clouds were blocking it.Heres how it looks like for those who never seen it before.

Then we had breakfast a lil more lectures then a presentation of next year's activities congrats to hwa lian for making it a very organised planning indeed.After thats all over rotarian ho ask questioned us how much we remembered lol when it came to economics EVERYONE responded loudly and noisily looks like everyone's very economic based here eh lol!after that its lunch and its time to say farewell to the temerloh guys hope will meet you guys in the conference especially the blood bank lol!

Motorola ROKR E8

2008-11-13T23:57:00.000+08:00

Featuring the motorola ROKR E8

Will be using this phone from now on xD.

cheer up.

2008-11-12T00:55:00.000+08:00

Life seems to suck sometimes, but as you learn that there will always be polarities, night, day, life, death, someone in your life, no one in your life.. youwill learn to flow in time with all of it and appreciate all of it in time.

Appreciate the tears, be happy that you can cry and let it out. There are good days and bad days and just find the courage and to live through the difficult ones and sit quietly at that time to be with yourself and your emotions.

Dear, it is all part of the game. Everyone will separate from us, one by one. The one who has come into our life would definitely go one day. Considering that everyone of near and dear one will one day leave us or vice versa, we should enjoy our moments to be spent with him her, as much as possible.

Credits to adlene upon finding these meaningful quotes
And do cheer up lol.

melissa melissa melissa

2008-11-10T22:44:00.000+08:00

The pic says it all

back on my feet

2008-11-10T22:11:00.000+08:00

Finally back on my feets
After 2 days of suffering in the bed
Stomachache and pure headaches
and has come to an end yay!!!
can finally go back to my rantings.

Guys.com

2008-11-09T00:14:00.000+08:00

Guys.Guys guys guys.They can be in a form of super handsome or super ugly whrer girls not dare to approach them at all wherease the other is a girl magnet.Guys mostly are stupid beings where they are caugh up in the act of drug abuse mostly and from drug abuse they go onto an even more hardcore cases such as murder and rape casses that we seen so widely in the newspapers.Why must these type of idiots i mean INFIDELS mess up the good name of guys?hell with it.well known man like issac newton who discovered the law of gravity or Alexander Grahm bell which invented the first telephone.As the years go on male dominant will lose thier territory.Only few will survive in the world EARTH.They are fools,failure in life making a big fuss.Other than that.Guys are also girl addicts such as girls addict for guys as i mentioned in my previous few posts.These guys i refer as asslickers or in another meaning guys who WANTS to stick with ALOT of girls at ALL times and doing it at all means to be close with a certaint girl that he eyes for one.No doubt these are guys that i despice the most.Oh ya you all might say im jealous now aint i well whatever you wanna say so what if im jealous im me i do whatever i like with my life.But fear not even successful guys live among us just a small shard of them rare species to be excat.these breed of guys are to continue the legacy of mankind and sustain the good name of MEN.yes we are lacking this type of important resource.If one day girls are dominant for everything we guys might as well go extinct.

the structure of a male brain.which explains why we fail.

sucks

2008-11-08T19:28:00.001+08:00

Head feels so heavy.
Stomach upsets.
Feeling sleepy wholeday long.
wtf.

Oleqwa led mozelle!

2008-11-08T17:48:00.000+08:00

Instructions:
Tag 8 people. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

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1.Who are you?
Cassandra

2. Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?

Pondan friends =DDD.

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?

Immatoosmexytodiexoxo!

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?

Ma sexyness defies my condidence!

5. How many babies you want?

3 months in process.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?

Yesy.

7. What is your goal for this year?

Discover what "girls" are.

8. Do you believe in eternity love?

Nahhh im too sexy for it.

9. What's a perfect boy/girlfriend like to you? (List 10)

Nadaaa....

10. What feeling do you love most?

Sexyness under the moon.

11. What are the requirements you wish from the other half?

zitto.

12. Is there anything you wanna tell the people you hate ?

gtfo lol.

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?

yes definitely without a doubt.

14. What does flying means to you?

Able to showoff my utmost sexyness.

15. What do you crave for the most currently?

kfc/McD/Pizza hut.

16. Who's hotter?Chace Crawford or Kevin Peake?

dont know neither of them =x.

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words.

Pretty, smiley, friendly, cute, fun. nuff said lol.

18. What have you done to yourself to make yourself happy?

eat eat eat.

19. If time were to rewind, when will you want it to be?

Childhood.

20. What are your fear(s)?

Pms Lol.

I tag Rainier full stop.

thank you addy!

2008-11-08T01:27:00.000+08:00

Addy Addy Addy!!!
Thank you for supporting me all the way haha!
It really made my day today!
I'll continue writing from this day onward!!
Heh i hope you get what you want anytime soon!

You know what to do rainier

2008-11-07T22:27:00.000+08:00

[01] Real name: Cassandra/John
[02] Nickname: Johnny,cassandra,cassie,john
[03] Married: gay marriage
[04] Zodiac Sign: Aquarius
[05] Gender: Shemale
[06] Age: Between 10 to 20
[07] High school: Saint Thomas
[08] College: Failure in life.
[09] Height: 143
[10] Weight: 100+kg
[11] Do you like yourself: Maybe
[12] Piercings: No
[13] Right or left: No
[14] Are you a freak: Yes and a geek too.
[15] Hair: As short as grass trimmed in the golf field.
[16] Skin: No blood super white.
[17] Allergic: Seafood.
[18] What are you doing now: Suffering my days through.
[19] What will you do 1 hour later: Suicide attempt maybe
[20] What will you do 10 years later: Peacefully in my coffin

THE FAMILY
[21] Live with : Dad mom brothers
[22] Siblings(included you): 3
[23] Eldest: elder brother
[24] Youngest: younger brother
[25] Love/hate your family: Hate.seriously.

THE LOVE
[26] You found your another half: Never far beyond the word impossible.
[27] If yes, who is he/she: a gay.
[28] If no, who you want he/she to be: No one.
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: Never.
[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): No

[31] Anyone woo you before(0-10000): No
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: No
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: No
[34] Ever argue with your other half: No
[35] You with your other half since: No
[36] Reasons you love your other half: No

[38] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: No
[39] Ever think of marry he/she: Never
[40] Your first best friend: Dont have one.
[41] Your first enemy: far too many.
[42] The friend you love the most(1 only): uncountable!
[43] The enemy you hate the most(1 only): uncountable.
[44] Your most beautiful girl friend: Dont have one
[45] Your most handsome boy friend: Arthur lol
[46] The kind of girl you hate the most: speechless
[47] The kind of boy you hate the most: asslickers
[48] You fall in love with your close friend before: Whats a close friend?
[49] Your best friend is your ex-lover: Whats a Ex?
[50] If your friend backstabbing you: Destroy
[51] If your friend betray you: kill him/her
[52] If your friend woo your lover: wtf?
[53] If your friend fall in love with you: is there such things
[54] If you fall in love with your best friend: What are friends
[55] Are you a good student: Born to be a failure
[56] You always done your homeworks/assignments: Never touch them
[57] The teacher/tutor you love the most: Dont have a tutor
[58] Always late to school/college: uncountable
[59] You love your seniors: what are seniors
[60] Seniors who you love the most: huh?
[61] Your classmates good/bad: Worst thing in life
[62] Excellent result classmate: Dont know any
[63] Laziest classmate: ?
[64] Smart people: ?
[65] Stupid people: ?
[66] Good looking people: ?
[67] Ugly people: ?

[68] Funny people: ?
[69] Cute people: ?
[70] Bad people: ?
[71] Honest people: ?
72] Acting people: ?
73] You are what kind of people: An infidel.

THE PREFER
[74] Lip or eyes: neither
[75] Hugs or kisses: neither
[76] Shorter or taller: neither
[77] Hesitant or spontaneous: neither
[78] Nice stomach or nice arms: neither
[79] Listener or Talker: neither

[80] Romantic or rich: neither
[81] Good husband or good father: neither
[82] Age to get marry: no idea
[83] Numbers of kid(s): ditto
[84] Career: failure

[85] Salary: Debts
[86] Retirement age: before i even have a job
[87] Properties value:?
[88] Wishes: ?

IM TAGGING!!!

RAINIER!!!

Girls and their guys.

2008-11-07T22:13:00.000+08:00

Its been a trend lately.Girls at this generation are really a pain in a butt sometimes.Cant blame them its nature.I guess i'll never understand girls.Girls and their novels they are sooo into the romantic stuffs that are in the love novel's and wishing for a certaint guy in the novel to be their dream date.But are they even up for such high expectations its really a pain.I guess Looks Are More Where it Meets The Eye these days.The proverb never judge a book by its cover.Well its pretty much useless in this situation.Im pretty well wondering what will the girls be in this 10~20 years time.More gays will cease to exist i guess.Girls are also very picky nowadays...

Heres just an example of a scenario:-
Shopping
Guys:Get what you need and lets head back home for football.
Girls:Often forget why they came for and gets carried away over bargains.Shops for hours.While guys will be waiting retardedly.

I guess its pretty NORMAL nowadays.Girls are roaming superior in academics soon the father will be the one babysitting the baby.Guys are pretty well pathetic too drug addicts and all why do they have to make us guys such a loser out of their pathetic behavior.Their innocent looks helps them in a situation where someone have to choose whose innocent a bitchy looking guy or a innocent looking girl with puppy eyes though the girl is the one who is to blame.

My back hurts.

2008-11-07T21:55:00.000+08:00

Ouch after bowling my back hurts!!!so does my right arm.And somehow my neck is aching as well what luck!!!Alright coming up events are

1.Interact leadership camp!
2.Interact conference!
3.Prefect night

Next week marks the end of school!Its gonna be real bored without friends around.Its so weird if its the holidays we want to go to school but in a special kind of way without homeworks lol a time to meet up with friends.But when if its normal schooling days we wish there will be a long stretch of holidays.Life life life.Argh how boring could it be.I just wanna go out and go crazy with my friends.Every single day at home in front of the computer there like a retard gaining weight due to lack of movement waiting for diabetis or any other disorders to strike.

Mind twister!!!

2008-11-06T23:12:00.001+08:00

Only " Skilled " People Can Open The Attached File!

Once you succeed in opening this file, you will find names of the people who have managed to open it... Now it's your turn!

If I've sent you this then you know that I consider you smart enough to solve it; don't let me down.
I have solved the puzzle... you can see my name in the file.

"A man wanted to get into his work building, but he had forgotten his pin-code. However, he did remember five clues.

These are what those clues were:
The fifth number plus the third number equals 14.
The fourth number is one more than the second number.
The first number is one less than twice the second number.
The second number plus the third number equals 10.
The sum of all five numbers is 30.
What were the five numbers and in what order?"

Appreciate.

2008-11-05T20:34:00.000+08:00

The hazel blue azure skies,
Staring blankly into it,
The stars glimmers in the vast dark sky,
Such a lovely view by the lakeside,
Under a full moon,

Understanding one's presence,
Whether they're here or not,
Humans are such demanding creature's,
Demanding more than a spoon can carry,

Fragile when one have left them,
Regretting looking your own face in the mirror,
Silhouette of one's shadow,
Pointless looking back now,

Continue life as it is,
Life is a game,
Where not one choice is only available,
Multiple choices are there,
The correct choices that you make only matters,

Appreciate what you have and what you are given,
Not everyone is born in a silver spoon,
Do not walk the same path as other's who never realise it sooner,
Remember,Appreciate those who are already there for you,
You will regret it sooner or later.

Hendriq!!!!

2008-11-05T19:06:00.000+08:00

Roar went out today megamall as usual nothing much there.Went hunting for Alisson then saw my teachers,school staff and my friend Haikal there went to see him and the teachers.Out of the blue Alisson came into the scene and i really got a nice woo-ing from them!argh!

And wow what a suprise!Marina and Cky(Azizul) was in mcD!chit chat the guys came jordan,hendriq and tern.Do laods of stupid stuffs went for HSM3 for the second time.Came out of the theater went to megalane met up with Andrew,Yap and another guy.

HENDRIQ!!!YOU SAID YOU DONT KNOW HOW TO BOWL AND WHAT IN THE WORLD IS A 3 STRIKE IN A ROW SUPPOSE TO MEAN!!!!lier!!!It was rather a stupid game where i bowl by hurling the ball with both hands than throwing it with a hand with fingers in the holes.Hendriq ended up with 125 score wtfff!!!So lame!!!My finger hurts now lol.

Thats about all.Good luck to all SPM candidates!

pfft

2008-11-05T19:03:00.000+08:00

Hi bye,
Pathetic.
another person to meet?
this is soooo pointless!!!
just so "luckily" i met you.
I dont wanna hear this anymore.
Fullstop.

Zinger burger.

2008-11-04T20:38:00.000+08:00

I think im gonna get one tomorrow

1. Whats your ambition?
Destroy mother nature.Bring hate and misery to the human race.
.
2. How often do you think of commiting suicide?
I hate myself more than my arch nemesis do.Comitting a suicide its like sending my own ass to heaven.
.
3. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Confidents shmofidents!who needs them when theres sin to be done.
.
4. How many babies you want?
populate the world with my young devils.
.
5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Rainbow?what in the world is that i only know what is gonna happen in 20 years.
.
6. What is your goal for this year?
Destroy the whole population of Malaysia and its retarded politicians at the same time.
.
7. Do you believe in eternity love?
i only know of hate and only hate.
.
8. What do you say about your life now?
miserable pathetic yet enjoying.
.
9. What feeling do you love most?
Hatred,screams of innocent lifes.
.
10. What are the requirements you wish from the other half?
Able to send me to hell.
.
11. Is there anything u wanna tell the ppl u hate?
Come one kill me i know you want to do it badly.come to papa.
.
12. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
friends?what are FRIENDS?i only know of enemies.
.
13. What does flying means to you?
flying=kamikaze used by the japanese fleet to kill off innocent lifes.yes thats what i think.
.
14. What do you crave for the most currently?
Zinger burger with loads of hate into it.
.
15. Where would ur ultimate vacation spot be?
world domination
.
16. Describe the person who tagged u in 7 words.
Gonna meet her tomorrow!A sister to moi!gonna meet you tomorrow!!!
.
17. What have you done to yourself make yourself happy?
Inflicting pain to myself.
.
18. What will you become in another 10 years to come?
A wanted man with a bounty worth 100mil pounds.A cool scar across my face
.
19. What is your lucky number?
the devil number 666
.
20. What is your favourite food?
Hatred by my enemy.
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Candidates who might kill me

N.Marina Azmi.
Serene.(We miss you babe lol)
Alisson.
Hendriq.
last but not least Rainier you need to write more.

Class partay

2008-11-04T20:20:00.000+08:00

I serious wish i have a camera with me now!!!!
My cuz promised to get me one assuming i got 6A's for my pmr =S results are out like in the end of december!!!
DUDE I REALLY NEED IT!!!
Well im being the mc got to do the speech and organizer of the party.
Omg i thought the teacher said the mc only need to do welcoming to the teachers that came in only!!!
Suddently our class teacher called me out to give a short speech!
*Gulp*
well all i can say is there were ALOT of pauses as i wasn't ready at all!!!
But well my classmates and teacher suppoted me =/ giving me hand of applauses for my stupid speech
Ah whatever!get on with the food ahahahah!
ANOTHER REASON WHY I WANT A CAMERA!!!
AND RYANN I GOT LOADS OF MURUKKU AHAHAHAA IN YOUR FACE!!!
There were meehun,fried noodles,chicken sticks,agar agar,murukku(ryann's addiction!),temosa,spaghetti!(marina yours was better!) oh ya and a SECRET RECIPE CHOCOLATE INDULGENCE! it was your cake marina remember!!!and alot more!!!i wish i could show the picture than this blog wouldnt be boring as it is right now =/.
I went for 3 rounds after that im stuffed!After the meal we had a small food fight there were leftovers of the cake yeah you got it!taking the leftovers of the cake putting it on ones face NABIL was the one who got the most cake on his face,shirt AND hair he smells like chocolate LoL!same goes for others who were the victims.Girls that are craving for chocolate why not go for him!he smells absolutely CHOCOLATY!
We had leftovers so the form 5 guys cameover for a meal ahahaha they did a hell of a good job finishing all the food!i hope they remember about us lol.i doubt that!The happy faces on them.Its such a nice view ahahaha seeing others happy maybe im just the weird one here.
After everything is done went back and poof thats all.

woohoo batu!!!

Wong if you're reading this we hope that youre alright ya?
Speak with us we'll lend an ear.